Don't come over all high and fucking mighty with me. You know fuck all about my life and what's more you don't WANT to know. So keep your opinions and your catty comments to yourself and fuck off.
You BASTARD, you absolute BASTARD. I know it's pathetic; it's only a networking site but why the hell wont you add me? You've added/accepted everyone else. We get on really well; especially on Friday, I don't care if I'm considerably younger than you. PLEASE John For Gods sake; I dont know how much longer I can wait.
Stop fucking with my head. I love you. not in a romantic way. I want to see you, I don't even mind if she's there. My life is nothing without you. You're ignoring everyone to be with your girlfriend all the time. I want to ask you if you care if I kill myself. But I'm scared that you'll say no and I'll do it. I'm sorry. I just miss you, plain and simple. Stop cutting me out. I save your life, doesn't that mean I deserve you talking to me?
you know what im going to do now....
You're a star the way you are
You know you're not fooling anyone, no
You got the eyes of an angel
Don't try to change, yeah
Everybody's got their scars
Nevermind how ugly they are
No matter what they tell you
You're beautiful the way you are
"You shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh"
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I just want to scream! Give me a fucking moment alone! I'm fine! Just. Fucking. Fine. Fuck off!!
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
You've made things worse, all of this is because of you.
Why did you have to leave?!
I miss you, I still need you, I can't see that changing.
Please, just..
If we fall,
we don't need self recrimination or blame or anger -
A, don't you realize what you're doing to me? How long will this relationship last? longer than your other boyfriends? And you don't even realize how this is going to effect all of our friendships when you decide you're done with him.... I don't care if it's not me, but I want him to be happy and I feel like you just might make it worse.... sadly I know you well enough to know that....
i can't write this anywhere else because i don't want to remember it but,
what the FUCK is your problem?
i know you have exams but ignoring me for a month? really?
and i know that maybe i can't really talk, because i ignored you for like a year that time. but i was like, goddamn sixteen or seventeen. a kid. we're adults now, and plus, i wasn't just ignoring you, i was ignoring everyone.
blah blah blahhh. this is so lame.
but jeez, this is just plain fucking RUDE and you're not being cool. and being cool is something that means a lot to me.
so, shape up. and fucking get in touch, kay?
You made me feel like everything was going to be okay. You stabbed me in the back. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I'm not going back to them; I refuse. I'll run away if I have to. You will not make me do things.
I wanted to cut but i barely cut because you asked me not to but then you did worse.
I Love you but i'm scared.
For you and for me.
And for Us.
We both know i'm no good for you.
I'm bringing you down.
I'm a manipulatating selfish insercure fucking cow, you deserve so much better.
But i love you i can't loose you but i'm hurting you.
Fuck my heads fucked up.
I've only cut twice in such a long time. 3 times in about 3 weeks.
I want to cut.
I want to fuck up my leg big time, but then i've wasted that bio-oil and 40 quid on a dress i cant ever wear.
I just dont know anymore.
So Kill me with the love you never gave...
Scarlet tissues and empty pill packs,
she lay there motionless, theres no going back.....
