I love Alcohol Induced Altruism(Laura) I still say a church steeple with a lightning rod on top shows a lack of confidence - Doug McLeod Those who believe in absurdities will commit atrocities - Voltaire
Last night was my first!! yes it was great but i dont love you there no conection at all...... He gives me shivers from across the room and you where just there. sorry
I HATE YOU!! I ****ING HATE YOU!! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HER YOU TW@!! SHE'S NOT THE SAME ANYMORE AND IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!! I NEED HER AND YOU'RE BEING A SELFISH ****!!! I SWEAR TO GOD IF I EVER EVER SEE YOU AGAIN I'M GONNA LAY INTO YOU SO BAD YOU'LL BE EATING YOUR MEALS THROUGH A FRIGGING STRAW!!
M- I am determined to visit you one day and thank you in person. I don't think I would have made it this long without you. =]
D- Did you really think you'd get sympathy from me? You picked her over me. It could have been me on your arm, but no. Do you realize how uncomfortable you look with her? It's plain to everyone that you don't like her. Add on the fact that you've talked to me three days in a row essentially just to hea my voice. Why not admit it? I love you but this waiting is going to kill me.
I hate what he does to people, and that she does the same just because she likes him, I don't want to loose my best friend because of this boy and this girl. I want everything to go back to be like it was before
My RYL family
Little sisters:Shae-Lynn*, Ugly.Duckling,Rainey, NaiveRagDoll
Special little sister: save_myself
Niece: Brenro
I'm sorry I can't be like you, but you didn't live my life, I may have grown up with you as parents and you may think you were better than your own but it doesn't help that I was always the one you pointed the finger at when something went wrong, thats why I know you don't love me, I know you don't like me and I know you must hate me for being here, well I hate me for being here to, but you always blame yourself, which is partially your fault for not being there, and when you were giving me attention it was usually negative, or because of something bad I've done. I'll never forgive you, you may be my parents, but I can't forgive you.
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
i never ment to hurt you i only wanted to be perfect for you im sorry that i tryed to end it all but you're the one who's expectations pushed me over the edge i never ment to make you cry im trying to get better for you but your goals and dreams for me are still to high i want my life not the life you want for me sometimes i just HATE YOU for screwing with my life
I want to tell you what im thinking
You should know what im thinking
But the truth is, you'd treat me like your patient again
I would have failed all of you again
Ive lost it completly again and I don't want to try anymore.
Last time i wasnt "at enough danger to myself"
And you know what, that makes me more ****ing determined this time.
Heres where i say im sorry...
Im NOT!!
"Imagination Is More Important Than Knowledge. Knowledge is Limited. Imagination Encircles The World". A. Einstein
How dare you. It's NONE of your business. You have absolutely no RIGHT to see my arms. What's it to you anyways? You don't even care. Then you start pushing up my sleeve! I mean, what the hell? Invasion of ****ing privacy! Or am I not entitled to any? You total bitch. I hope I NEVER have to talk to you again.
But if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive.
So i tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times.
