Today is...well...bad...this is just a basic repost...because I can't retype this anymore through the tears....
Two of our street team members passed away this morning in a head on collision on the 5 freeway with a drunk driver going the wrong way on the freeway. They were on their way home from flyering Perversion. Two other street team members Kid and Jeremy are in critical but stable condition at County USC medical center in downtown LA. We will be having a memorial service at Xile next week and will be taking donations for the affected families. we will post more info when it becomes available. Please spread the word through-out the community. We will be holding a moment of silece in honor of our beloved friends and street team. Along with a few words for their passing may the angels smile upon you now our friends because you will be missed.
I can't believe it yet, I just saw both of them yesterday...I danced with both of them...went out to eat with them...told them I'd see them this coming Wednesday...and now...now they're gone...I'm glad both of my other friends are in stable condition...but the other two...Arielle and Chauncy...gods...they were so young, 19 and 20...and I can't help but feel a bit vindicated that the drunk driver died too...is that bad of me?
Holy Sh** well I mean that flat out sucks, I'm sorry for your loss, I mean, wow, I can't think of words to put to this, I mean, thats f***in' sad I hope you feel better, I mean seriously, I can't put it into words, even my mind and fingers cant think of how to put it
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
Went back to work today, since I called out Friday, but I needed the distraction work offers today...it was okay, surprisingly enough, the work grapevine didn't spread the news, so I had to continually explain why I was wearing all black, and down mood wise...*sighs*
Update on Kid and Jeremy, the two survivors in the hospital: Jeremy was in a drug induced coma yesterday, but woke up this afternoon/early evening and knows everything...Kid has developed a blood clot, and still needs to go into surgery for his punctured lung...we're worried about him making it, but Jeremy seems to be doing well. Have spoken to everyone in the Xile fam that I can get a hold of...we're all still in a state of numbness; finally got Raven on the phone...he and Blade were closer to Arielle than I was, they're in a bad place right now...I hope the fam is near them, helping them...wish I were able to be there with everyone, but I have to wait until Wednesday to head that direction...
*Huge hugs* Im really sorry for your loss. We are all here for you if you would like to talk, you dont have to go through this alone. Please take care of your self. Im thinking of you. *Cuddles you*
