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13-05-2008, 02:47 PM
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*Sleepy Dreamer*
Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: Glasgow ,Scotland
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oh dear .. *trigg si/ed*
hi
sorry i haven't posted forever.
my best friend her dads really ill so she's resently been getting really pissed of at me for being crazy and cutting and not eating and other bad things that get me through the day cause im not dying and i have a choise to be happy and allive . and i know she is right but i then i felt like i had to justifiy my being mental to her so i told her about somthing that i have never told anyone ever in my hole life not even the millions of shrink i have seen and i ended up making her feel guilty for being mad. i didn't want her to feel guilty i just wanted her to know why im so ****ed up and that i don't really have a choice you know? and i thought telling somone would make me feel better cause i had carried this around with me for 8 years but if anything it's made things worse cause now it's all i can thinking about so iv been cutting more and eating less .i can't sleep cause im scared to .i don't want to worry my friend cause she has enough on her plate at the moment and im not really worth it .i just feel like im drowning and i don't know what to do .i just needed to get that out sorry it's so long
x
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13-05-2008, 03:01 PM
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Oh hun, i'm not really sure what to advise. She'll understand that you didn't do it to make her feel guilty. And she probably doesn't feel guilty anymore. I can see what you mean, but it's hardly like you made the choice to be like this. It's not really a choice.
Maybe talking things through with her could help?
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But if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive. So i tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times. & if it's alright, i'll still be loving you. 'cause i can't break it to my heart. ♥
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13-05-2008, 03:21 PM
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*Sleepy Dreamer*
Join Date: Feb 2008
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i know i don't think she really meant what she said she's just really sad cause her dads ill and i get where she's coming from and i don't want to make her feel any worse and im scared if i talk it through with her thats what will happen
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15-05-2008, 09:26 AM
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tired
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i think if u talk to her it will help. it won't make her feel worse, cos it will help her understand more and probably reduce some of the turmoil she is in.
it wasn't your choice to feel like this.
maybe u could try telling what you told her to your current psychologist and talk about it and about the cutting and not eating? cos im sure you knw its not good for you hun *hugs*
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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