Triggering (SI/ED) - Support for Sammi please? (xxsammixx)
Heyloo lovelies,
Sammi, is having such a hard time right now.
As most of you know, she’s got food poisoning or some sort of stomach bug, which makes her food come back up after she eats (un-intentionally). Some of the patients on the ward get upset by this & are to be honest quite selfish with it, they think she’s doing it herself.
No-one is really taking care of sam right now, the nurses know she’s suicidal, but don’t come & check on her, when she walks out of the dinning room & doesn’t come to her rest period. I'm so angry at this.
Tonight, it got so bad for sam & she ended up cutting her wrists. I've just got off the phone to her & she’s now gone to talk to her nurse.
She’s finding things so so hard guys, its horrible... these people are meant to be helping her get better! She’s even considering changing wards, because she feels everyone hates her there. They are mad at her because they think she’s making herself sick & its her fault, they are being extremely insensitive.
Can we give her some support?
She’s coming home for the weekend tomorrow until Monday.
Sammi sweety,
I'm so sorry you're being treated this way, especially in a place that is meant to be so supportive and helpful to you.
But you're so strong Sammi princess, you CAN GET THROUGH THIS. I know you can sweety.
Please take care of yourself hunny, I love you
xxxxxxx
You see a mouse trap
I see free cheese
And a ****ing challenge
stay strong baby <3
im sorry they're treating you like that..
take care <3
lovee x
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
****sam**** please dont give up.
you're cared and loved so so much by so many people who desperately want to fight this and get better.
please hold on xx
sammi I'm sorry you're going through such a hard time, but remember we all love you and we all want you to get better s ignore nasty people and concentrate on yourself. xx
Sammi, I know I don't really know you that well, but I am going to reply anyway!
The way you are being treated is horrendous, it really is. There is a clear difference between 'purging' and being poorly and sick unintentionally. It's really out of order, and they should be more aware of what is happening.
I hope you are feeling a little better - sickly wise.
I really hope things start to look up for you soon, you don't deserve any of this, you deserve so much better.
Stay strong Sammi. I know it must be hard but they are not allowed to get away with this. They are mean. FWIW I think you should request to move wards.
Hang on in there Sammi, it sounds really tough for you but you can do this and it will get better. Don't get yourself down about how far you have to go, be positive about how far you've already come. I'm sure when you feel better from your current illness everything with the others will go back to normal.
Much love and hugs, to yourself and Helen
xxxxxxxxxx
How could you become as awesome as you are and still feel like a loser?
oh hunnyplease dontgive up.
people are arse's hunny but dont let them get you down.
i hope you have a good weekend.
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Dont give up ! Once you get better they will see that it wasnt intentional and it is only because they are ill they may find your situation difficult to understand. It will pass and things wil get better !!
Stay strong.
Lots of love xxxx
' With hindsight I was more than blind, lost without a clue
Thought I was getting carat gold and what I got was you
Hey Sammi, Don't give up fighting. It's so horrible that they have treated you like that, I really hope your food poisoning clears up soon, because it's not your fault. I so hope your weekend goes ok. You can do this.
Stay strong.
xxx
oh sammi *cuddles tight*
people can be so insensitive but just keep telling yourself its not your fault you haven't done anything wrong
and you can beat this
you are stronger than you think because you have come this far
and don't let this get in the way of the healthy happy life you deserve
take care hun
much love
katy
xx
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
I love you so much sammi. I just love you so much
*cuddles you tightly*
Keep going hun, no matter what. You deserve to get better and to fight for it.
xxxxxfreddiexxxxx
F r e d d i e
I am raw meat in a slaughter house, packaged according to what you are hungry for . . .
sammi sweetie
you can't give up
you have put in so much work, time and effort to get soo much better
keep going
keep fighting
stay strong
we are all here for you babe..xx
