i just dont know anymore.. one by one i am loosing all of the important people in my life..... and one nby one they disappear.... it doenst matter how much i love them or care for them or try to be there for them... i cant say exactly what is going on... but i really dont think life is worth this much pain!
{CDT&CLT forever- December 9th 2011}
RYL Family: crazykat is my stalker, trailsofpain is my guard dog, tonightXweXfall is my psycho mouse, Red is my irkin invader, Mechangel is my muffin thief, rageagainstthemachine is my beloved sister, DeadIrishD is my banana cream pie, scaredofme is my cheesecake of perpetual lovelyness, binkydonkey is my pie
I'm sorry dear. I understand that it's the hardest thing in the world to loose people you care about. It's hard and I'm sorry because no one deserves it. Just keep strong because life ain't always beautiful but it's a beautiful ride. *hugs*
not like this.... im 17 and i have suffered more heart break than love in my very short life
{CDT&CLT forever- December 9th 2011}
RYL Family: crazykat is my stalker, trailsofpain is my guard dog, tonightXweXfall is my psycho mouse, Red is my irkin invader, Mechangel is my muffin thief, rageagainstthemachine is my beloved sister, DeadIrishD is my banana cream pie, scaredofme is my cheesecake of perpetual lovelyness, binkydonkey is my pie
If you've had love, then you're a lucky person. It hurts when it's gone, but while it was there, it was good, yes? try and think about the good stuff, not the bad. Easy for me to say, I know, but it works.
Another little thing - have you tried writing stories? I do, and I put the characters through some stuff I have been through. And find that it makes me feel better - because then, it's not happening to me any more. It makes some sort of sense to me!
But like you said - only a short life. You've got a long way to go yet, and you never know, the next person you meet could be the person that gives you the happiest life ever. You're not going to know that if you end it now.
Take care
lozx
You don't have to be a monkey to recognize a banana!
its... just to.. complucated than just that... he is my...fiance, if you will.....
{CDT&CLT forever- December 9th 2011}
RYL Family: crazykat is my stalker, trailsofpain is my guard dog, tonightXweXfall is my psycho mouse, Red is my irkin invader, Mechangel is my muffin thief, rageagainstthemachine is my beloved sister, DeadIrishD is my banana cream pie, scaredofme is my cheesecake of perpetual lovelyness, binkydonkey is my pie
