Angry Hammy!
They want to admit me again, no no no no no no no no, want to run away, but I know if I do they'll section me!
What choice do I have, I'm trapped.
Please I don't want to go back there. Wanna live a life free of hospital
Sorry, just had to get it out of me.
Hope you're all ok.
x
*snuggles you close*
im really sorry hammy.
if hospital is for the best...please dont run.
why are they suggesting hospital again...if you dont mind me asking?
loves.
xxxxx
A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference.
*offers hugs for Hammy*
Have you explained this to the people who want to put you in hospital?
Why do they think it would be best? Could you come to some sort of compromise?
Take care of yourself hun
Emma xx
About to go in half hour :(
Basically their assessment is.....my behaviour is inappropriate (personally I think it's everyone else who is inappropriate!!)
they say i'm not taking care
they dont believe i take my meds
they say i'm a risk even though i clearly said i feel happy!
apparantly neighbours have complained to mum that i am strange, great!
Supposedly I'm in a confused state (am NOT).
They asked a series of questions which i didnt understand (i'm only human) why does that make me mad????
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rr very loudly
Thinking of you and im sorry you feel pushed into this but hope you can maybe find some good from it too.Please look after yourself and try and update us when you can.
*gives hammy a tight eskimo squeeze* i hope your ok lovely!!!
dont know if you can get access to internet in hospital, but tell them that you need us and we need you!!!
take care
xxx
(p.s thanks for the long and helpful reply earlier)
this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!!
I'm sorry Hammy.
No wisdom sorry. But always available for this;
*gives you a gentle hug*
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you're feeling so trapped and are having to go to the hospital against your will. I know what it feels like and it's pretty awful. I hope you stay safe and get to work with some people who have a clue and are kind, so it's as easy on you as it can be. I'll be thinking of you. Wish I had something more helpful to say.
Oh my dear friend Hammy *hugs you*
I'm SO sorry.
But PLS, as angry as you are right now, remember they are objective, whereas we ARE NOT about ourselves.
They are VERY worried about YOU and only want to help!!!!!!
im so sorry thi shas hapened, you must feel all control has been taken from , trapped as you said.
I wish i could offer more...can you use a comp from there?
Or else just PLEASE email when you get home ok??
I'll be thinking of you sweetheart :o)
Oh sweetie massive hugs
assessments are horrible and confusing i know
i hope you can get something positve from hospital even if you don't want to be there, it can help you
lots of love xxxxx
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good luck Hammy
i hope it is going okay
sorry about the neighbors reporting that! how bizarre and awkward :/ what is "weird" anyway? did they actually have something concrete to complain about? i think it's weird to report somebody to authorities as weird.
*hugs* thinking of you and please update when you can
this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!! 
