so i told one of my very best friends about my borderline personality disorder because she's been really worried about me lately to the point where she's gotten really pissed that i haven't called her back in a while. so i figured it was time to come clean and tell her what's really wrong with me. i figured she'd realize that she needs to be a lot more patient with me, that i can't help it, when i don't want to talk to ppl, i don't want to talk! i figured she'd understand. Well, she didn't. The exact opposite happened. She told me she wanted to help but i apperently don't want her help so from now on "you're just my classmate". She's right, i don't want 'help' but that doesn't mean i don't want friends! How can she be so cruel? It's like she would have said the same thing no matter what reason i gave her for not returning her calls for a couple days. This isn't fair, and now i'm just plain angry!
