This is written about my father who basically abandoned me when I was one yet he still wants to know me? what?
Gone
You have been gone for thirteen years,
And now you want to come back?
You have justified all my fears,
What is it that I lack?
You keep trying to communicate,
but I dont really care.
You want a relationship
But this isn't really fair.
You were there for all my brothers,
You were there when they were young
But where are you now?
I am your youngest son.
Why do you act like you want me?
Why do you seem like you do?
Do you think I can't see,
Right on through you?
You only want to look good,
You only want some praise,
You seem like you are "caring"
But all you do is make me craze.
You dont really care about me,
You dont really love who I am.
I cannot please you,
I can't forgive your sham.
Stop pretending to love me,
Its all an act.
You could atone your actions,
This I know is a fact.
I may really care about you,
I may want you to love me.
But I can't do this anymore,
This you will never see.
