Triggering (SI) - well...

[Nothingbringsusdown]

well..what can i say..have you ever felt..
that you were going to fall harder then ever..
i think..that..since my dads.. bday is in 2 days... its hitting me hes not coming back.. its like i have had..dreams.. that he would come back
but i guess i need to face the facts... that its not happening. is it wrong???.

i made.. myself... think that he would... gosh thats so stupid!!!
i mean... i was 13 yrs old! wow 5 yrs hes been gone... will it ever get better? ( i cant stand the pain)


sorry i need to write...
stephanie
NBUD!

[magatha1123]

I know how you feel. My brother died 2 years ago and I still have dreams where he comes alive and then dies again. They suck. The 2 year anniversary was earlier this month and it felt so unreal and I guess I'm just trying to say that you're not alone and I'm here if you need to talk. I've been told it does get better but I really don't know from my own experiences yet.