Had enough

[KAG]

Ok, so I haven't cut for about 10 months ..HURRAY :)

Then last night, I decided to watch the last episode of The L Word, Season 2, not knowing Jenny (one of the characters) cuts at the end.
I totally freaked and burst into tears. I haven't felt such a strong desire to cut for so long.

I didn't cut ..And I'm proud of myself for that, but I came so close to it, and today has been really hard.

I know I can fight this, heck I've proven I can fight this!
But right now fighting feels like too much and I don't know if I can anymore.

[silentforyou]

Well done (:
It's great news that you stopped yourself. Be very proud of your strength.
*hugs*
You've proven you can fight this... keep telling yourself you are worth so much, you deserve to be happy in life and you deserve to let yourself feel happy that you didnt give in.
It must have seemed so easy to let go, and so hard to stay strong. But you did stay strong, you did keep going, and that's amazing! You deserve to be proud of what you've achieved. 10 whole months, and then a hard time like last night... thats really great. well done *hugs*.
Loves X

[Cazki]

Hey there *hugs you* Thats excellent!! Well done!! :) I am really pleased that you were able to stop yourself. It shows me that you have a huge amount of stregnth inside you and that your determined to get through this. I think you should be very proud of yourself, because i am, i am extremly proud of you, i think your stronger than what you realise. I know its not easy to stop yourself when your have a difficult time like you did last night but you managed to stop yourself and that is truly excellent!

It takes a huge amount of strength to do that. You can fight this i know you can, i understand that your doubting whether you can or not but if you look back at last night how much you were struggling and then look back to now doesnt that tell you something, because it tells me that your incredibly strong and that your determined to fight through this. What you need to do, and believe me i think you do this extremly well is learn from this and next time you get triggered by something or get upset etc etc then distract yourself immediately.

Best wishes Ian xxxxxxxx