I'm so done...

[sweet_pain]

I'm not asking for help anymore. I'm done telling people the truth. It hurts to many people. I can keep it to myself. I can lie to everyone. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm better at helping others anyways. There are only two people in my real life who know about this that I'm still in contact with. I can hide it from them. People tend to believe whatever I tell them. So from now on, no more complaining. No more asking for help. No more anything. It's fine being bottled up. It can't hurt anyone other than me if no one knows. Why bother trying to get support. It doesn't happen. I try to help others, but get next to nothing in return. I'll act the way I'm supposed to. Perfect smile and all that crap! I'm so, so done with all this.

I don't want to get better anymore. I was only trying for the people who know. I'll just let them assume I'm better. I can't do this anymore!

[Stellata]

You can tell us the truth.

It's not fine to bottle things up, because they don't go away, they get squashed down, causing more pressure in your mind and making you hurt more.

The truth is important because we care. Caring respects truth, and doesn't judge it. Sometimes people find others' pain hard to face. That doesn't mean you don't deserve help.

[MrsNutkin]

I saw your other thread Emily 'Bye RYL' I don't know whether you left because this thread only had 1 reply or not but I wanted you to know that we do care and you can talk to us.

Sometimes people aren't sure what to say, sometimes people might be feeling low themselves so they don't feel they can support others but they are still reading other threads.

Take Care, you'll be welcome back here if you want to return xx