My RYL Family: xXx_Dying2BePerfect_xXx is my adoptive mum. CrimsonTears and Field Of Paper Flowers are my big sisters; Void_Walker is my big brother, poison is my little brother, Cakey is my aunt, ickle-baybee-stacey and miss understud are my daughters.
.....I'm smiling like there is nothing wrong. I'm talking like everything's perfect. I'm acting like it's all just a dream. And pretending he's not hurting me....
I took condoms to that party because I half wanted to sleep with you. I didn't use them because I knew you wouldn't want me unless you were drunk.
You called me by mistake...you didn't know I could hear. You were yelling, screaming at your sister. Now I'm scared to go and see you tomorrow
Last edited by xXdrunk on shadowsXx : 08-04-2008 at 07:00 PM.
You're a star the way you are
You know you're not fooling anyone, no
You got the eyes of an angel
Don't try to change, yeah
Everybody's got their scars
Nevermind how ugly they are
No matter what they tell you
You're beautiful the way you are
"You shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh"
djl - i love you so much. you're the reason i'm going to try and stop cutting. i know that it hurts you as much as it does me. please forgive me. i love you so much...no matter what people say.
bsg - what the fuck is your problem?!? why do think that threatening me is going to make things better?? i'm not going to stop cutting just because you're threatening to tell my parents and call the police. instead of healping, you're making things worse...
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i'm sorry. i never meant to hurt you, i never even knew how you felt. please forgive me.
"I let my guard down, and you caught me by surprise" Sonic Syndicate
add me if you want. just let me know you're from RYL.
Haha, I knew this was coming. I fucking knew it. I know when I am fighting a losing battle and now I've had it confirmed. Have fun laughing and enjoying yourself being a backstabber like everyone else. I hope you're happy you've just lost all the trust that I thought I had with you. Twat.
My RYL Family: xXx_Dying2BePerfect_xXx is my adoptive mum. CrimsonTears and Field Of Paper Flowers are my big sisters; Void_Walker is my big brother, poison is my little brother, Cakey is my aunt, ickle-baybee-stacey and miss understud are my daughters.
.....I'm smiling like there is nothing wrong. I'm talking like everything's perfect. I'm acting like it's all just a dream. And pretending he's not hurting me....
i just freaked out and i don't know why.
but i was actually really offended but now i realise i may have been mistaken. sorry. i just didn't want to be fucking discarded before.. it had even begun.
blah blah.
i don't know what to do. i'm tired. i'm just bored and i'm lonely and i want to fuck this up. because it's been a long time. and and and, i just want to do what i want.
even if what i want to do are things that aren't pleasant. or nice. or good.
why did you have to say you couldnt tell me things? Just like everyone else does 'because the doctors say im not to be stressed'
Im a person dammit not some doll to wrap in soft paper and blind.
Your supposed to be my best friend, my compadre, but you have chosen him over me and gone behind my back to do so in such a hurtful way.
theres too much for me to deal with and i came to you for comfort instead i left feeling betrayed.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
thank you guys for your concern,that means a lot. i'm not filing a police report, no real point. had worse than a split lip. doesnt matter. but thanks for caring
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
But I'm also really jealous that you never asked me out so I could make you happy. You had years of opportunities.
I'm sorry
You're a star the way you are
You know you're not fooling anyone, no
You got the eyes of an angel
Don't try to change, yeah
Everybody's got their scars
Nevermind how ugly they are
No matter what they tell you
You're beautiful the way you are
"You shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh"
I love you truly.
