Thanks callie for your wonderfull words i will write u a reply as soon as
Hugs you
Dave
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Thanks Lovin Stars for saying my pictures are good and powerfull
take care of urself
Dave
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Your art work is very powerful Dave and depicts inner struggles perfectly.
Hope youre doing ok
Much love xx
My Dear Dear Rowie,
Lots of hugs , thank you for saying my artwork is very powerfull, and shows the inner struggles, it scares me how powerfull my pain is inside without this artwork i darnt think how id be.
Im struggling alot ive waited 4 months to see a psychologist, now i have to wait a further 3 months dont know if i can last that long.
Im sorry ive been hiding my friend i feel terrible for hiding from the vets and ryl, i still think of you a great deal my friend i hope you are managing
please take care and thank you for your words
hugs
much love
Dave
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" I Dont Think i can Win Against my "
" Depression and Trauma "
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I hope your ok Dave. These last few pictures sent chills down my spine when i saw them. It almost feels like they are jumping out of the page and pulling you in, sorry i don't know how else to explain it. You can see the darkness you are in and that the struggle is becoming more intense. Keep fighting it Dave, don't let it win. I'm here if you ever need to talk. Take care of yourself
Kat xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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Kat,
Thank you for caring , Im struggling at the moment im emotional and down and scared, And im sorry im hiding so much i hate myself for hiding. I wish i could remove my trauma once and for all ,
doing these pictures is a way of getting some of my hell out of me. I dont mean to scare anyone its just my stuff im trying to express it.
I hear you Kat and im sorry if the pictures scared you or anyone else,
and im sorry they sent chills down your spine. They are scary to me to,
i try not to let them get to much control of me ,
im scared at how dark my artwork is becoming .
Its representing my depression , my ex wife , my abuse,and everything ive gone through, although i cant show certain things because they are even darker and would trigger others.
Its interesting you say it feels like they are jumping out of the page, thats exactly what i wanted to express. It makes them even more scary,
and they do pull you into the picture, thank you for saying that ive achieved what i wanted to.
Im fighting it i just dont know how long i can, Im trying to not let it win,
you and others here at ryl help me. Altho im scared of losing those im close to here on ryl, im scared i would fall apart . im scared of how i will be if i get to see a psychologist will i be safe .
thanks kat i will try and keep in touch, im sorry im hiding so much im going to try and speak to others more.
Dave
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