I keep openning my heart to different people and they all just break my heart, leave me lying in the road face down in a puddle (metaphor), fuck what I wouldn't give to just have someone that loved me...but like they say the more you look the more desparate you seem. no one wants a desparate clingy guy. I'm just meant to be alone, and the cruelest joke of all is everyone always asks "why are you still single?" AHHHH!!

I just want want to give up on love and everything, but I don'twant to be alone, I hate this, I don't know what to do anymore