if you got problems with that your mind will find a way to link it into everything you do i hate driving on the motorway all those lines.. you can still escape with your music , try and think logically about what is triggering those thoughts and then the logical consequences of whats gona happen if you act out on those thoughts and the think lets just enjoy the music for what it is and dont get to heavy about, if i can do it so can you its fri night (not that fri is important) and im sitting here clean. good luck . p.escobar
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.