Triggering (SI) - I give up

[zivalover16]

So yea.... I was able to make for like a little over a month then I go and ***k it up... basically a cut last night and I don't really know why..... I've had a lot going on lately with injury's and getting sick and family stuff...... I don't want to tell my therapist because she has already threatened to send me to the hospital which i really don't want to go to.... I can't tell my mom cuz she'll freak out and I can't tell my doctor because she will have to tell my mom....My doctor also wants me to put vitamin E on my leg because the scars there are really deep and it would lessen the scaring but I don't want to lessen the scaring... I don't know why but I don't want to lessen the scaring and don't mind them being there. I hate this and wish I had never told my guidence counsler........ I'm not sure I can do this anymore.........

[Iphy]

Hey you're not alone! Millions of people feel the same way. I don't know how old you are (I guess under 18 correct me if I'm wrong) but imagine yourself is 10 years time when you will be with your children and you'll be happy and cutting will seem like a far off memory. Things always get better even if sometimes we can't see it (or we don't want to see it...)
Just be a little more patient, it'll worth it!

*hugs*

[Danny R]

*hugs* Congrats on the month, that's so awsome!

Do you have a friend, or relative you can talk to that wont tell your parents? Sometimes talking to someone about it can help. Dont be too hard on yourself, everyone slips up at some point, It's admiting it that's the hard part, and you've done that <3 I hope everything gets better, feel free to pm me if you wish to talk x