Triggering (Suicide) - i need support PLEASE

secret scars · 31-01-2008, 06:57 PM

last night i cut again and when my step dad saw it this morning he asked why i dont just kill myself and make the world a happier plkace. he yold me he was gonna keep hurting me untill i kill myself. i agree with him. i deserve to die. all i do is hurt people with my mental illness. i am tired of hurting people and ia am seriosly thinking of suicide. i cant do it anymore.

over and out · 31-01-2008, 07:07 PM

huni you can do it i no its hard and sometimes you dont see a good view of life but please stay strong you will get through this i promise xxxxxxxxxxx

sweet_pain · 31-01-2008, 07:19 PM

Do not listen to him. He doesn't deserve your love. you are worth so much more than all the things he says. Make your Dad proud, don't give in, please. Do what feels right for you, but please remember there is always another sunrise tommorow. Things may be dark now, but they won't stay that way!
**Big Hugs<33**

secret scars · 31-01-2008, 07:23 PM

thanks i feel o awfil i just cut again dont know what to do. i talkjed to emergancy services but somehow got disconected when i tried to call my step dad came in and i hung up if my dad knew i said something he would throw things at me again. i am terrified of him. what do i do.

Warrior_x · 31-01-2008, 10:00 PM

Sweetie, I don't think you deserve to die, believe it or not there are some people in this world who are probably really happy that you are alive. And I think maybe hang onto the hope that one day you can be free from your step-dad.

Im sorry you are having such a tough time at the moment. My PM box is always open if you need a chat hunni

*love and hugs*
Gemma
xxx

Infected Mushroom · 01-02-2008, 12:37 AM

i'm really sorry that you have to go through this.
you don't deserve to die and you should never think that.
please just ignore him when he says things like that.
even though you shouldn't have to, keep out of his way and hopefully he'll stop threatening you.

keep strong, keep fighting
you deserve to be here
always here for you

HaiThurMiranda · 01-02-2008, 12:40 AM

Ignore him, he's not worth your time.

Do you really want to make that A-hole happy either?

Ugh.

Don't let him win sweetie

(:

Synthetisk · 01-02-2008, 12:46 AM

That man doesn;'t have a clue!
You're a lovely person, just keep going, it'll get better one day <33 Don;t let an ignorant moron like him get to you, you're worth so much more than that :)