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Hi 👋
Hey. My name is Skyla. I used to be on here 15 years ago. I didn't think I would ever get to this age. I am now 30. I didn't think I would be back on this site either (not offensively just didn't think I'd get to the point I needed this site again). I grew up, got married, had my own flat and was trying for a baby. Been together for 10 years married for 5.
That has all been turned upside down in the last few weeks as my husband has come out as transgender.
I have been angry. I have cried. I have screamed. I have wondered what I'd done. (I know none of this is my husband's/partners fault). If I had known before we got married I wouldn't have gotten married.
We have agreed to remain good friends as I can't imagine myself without her in it even if we aren't together as she has helped me through some of my worst times. And I have said I will be there for her no matter what.
With all that said I am struggling. BAD. Everyone keeps checking up on me to make sure I don't go off the rails which as much as it's nice it's so annoying as they don't usually even make an effort.
I guess that's my story of why I'm on here. As my mental health has obviously took a nose dive. And the services where I live are abysmal. So yeah hi again. Hope everyone's day is better than mine at the moment 🥰
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