Help please

[Crucifixes_for_ladies]

I think I'm done with all this on and off ####.
I dont think I can stop. I'll do good for a little while as long as nothing triggers me. But I just end up in a deeper hole than I was before. Maybe its better off if I just keep SIing. But I dont know.
I'm really just sick of going in this circle over and over.
*please help*

[CoffinNail]

Hey there.
I go though the same thing; I'm ok for a while, then something triggers me.
I know it's hard, but you gotta keep trying. Never give up.