Please be careful about posting numbers. I don't know if these are against the rules but remember you are on a site full of people struggling with various self destructive issues including eating disorders, which can have an exercise element. If exercising helps you, great, but we don't need to know specifics.
'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'
"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."
