Help would be appreciated - Page 12

Aubergine · 29-01-2018, 05:23 PM

Hey Beckie. I'm glad that the people at the clozapine clinic were nice to you. Have you heard from duty or your CC this afternoon? How're you doing?

Cacoethes · 29-01-2018, 06:03 PM

Thanks Aubergine

Didn't hear from the CMHT but had to come for a nurse appointment at GP surgery.
Went to change dressing on cuts and they don't look particularly healthy so came to walk in.

Aubergine · 29-01-2018, 06:07 PM

How're you getting on at the walk in?

Cacoethes · 29-01-2018, 06:10 PM

Been here for about an hour.
Waiting room is slowly emptying out so I should be seen soon
Getting anxious but I've waited this long
I feel bad enough about being here so I'm glad I'm having to wait tbh

Aubergine · 29-01-2018, 06:11 PM

Well done for going. I know it feels horrible, but you've done the right thing. I hope you're seen really soon.

one_step_closer · 29-01-2018, 06:29 PM

I hope you get on ok. Is there anything you can do to ease your anxiety? I'm glad you're taking steps to look after yourself.

Cacoethes · 29-01-2018, 06:58 PM

Thank you both x

Home now.
Im lucky i only live about 10 mins away from the GPs.
It's too late for glue so all steri stripped up and should be fine.

Im very tired.

Aubergine · 29-01-2018, 07:09 PM

I'm glad that it's going to be fine. It's really good that you got it seen to; I'm glad you're home now.

What are your plans for the evening? Can you get an early night?

Cacoethes · 29-01-2018, 07:12 PM

Thanks

I will definitely have an early night.
Dont have any plans
Got a million things i need to do but can't do anything

Aubergine · 29-01-2018, 07:15 PM

It's OK to have a night off. :)

Cacoethes · 29-01-2018, 07:23 PM

Thank you
Needed to hear that really

Harbour · 29-01-2018, 07:37 PM

Hello lovely,

I saw you got an interview for your other uni and just wanted to say even if it doesn't work out, it's impressive you got all the interviews! It means they saw stuff they loved and wanted to find out more. From your interviews it sounds like they all agree you'd make a great nurse, it's the DBS stuff. Which won't be so relevant in a couple of years. you will make a fab nurse, so don't let go of that dream!

I wondered when you next se your Cc
Whether she could write a letter for you to give for them to consider?

But for tonight, I hope you get some really good rest ❤️. You are incredible, two years free is the main point, yesterday was the slip up, here's to another two years ��.

Harbour · 29-01-2018, 07:37 PM

Hello lovely,

I saw you got an interview for your other uni and just wanted to say even if it doesn't work out, it's impressive you got all the interviews! It means they saw stuff they loved and wanted to find out more. From your interviews it sounds like they all agree you'd make a great nurse, it's the DBS stuff. Which won't be so relevant in a couple of years. you will make a fab nurse, so don't let go of that dream!

I wondered when you next se your Cc
Whether she could write a letter for you to give for them to consider?

But for tonight, I hope you get some really good rest ❤️. You are incredible, two years free is the main point, yesterday was the slip up, here's to another two years 😘.

Cacoethes · 29-01-2018, 07:40 PM

Thank you <3

Im seeing my CC in a couple of weeks.
Maybe sooner if the clinic nurse managed to get through to them.
It's hard because she's new, but the psychs know me so maybe they'd be able to write something.

Aubergine · 31-01-2018, 11:02 PM

I know you're asleep now, Beckie. Hopefully this will find you well in the morning. Just wondered how you're doing?

Cacoethes · 01-02-2018, 01:19 PM

Thanks for asking

I'm not doing well.
One class left.
Its an assessed group discussion.
Im not even sure what we're talking about.
I was meant to look stuff up and I did but I don't know if its good enough.
I want to cry
I want to go home
Science practical today and it was pretty fun but I had urges to drink the chemicals.

Pomegranate · 01-02-2018, 03:15 PM

How was your assessment? You’re doing really well to keep going considering how much you’re struggling x

Cacoethes · 01-02-2018, 07:07 PM

It was ok. Everyone passed so that's a relief.
I was shaking so much though.
If I'm this bad with a group discussion, i don't know how I'm going to do a 10 minute presentation at some point soon.
Its all so stressful.
Chels is here for the weekend now which is good.

Thank you x

sherlock holmes · 01-02-2018, 09:32 PM

On my access course w had to do a presentation but like you I was very anxious about it. The college knew about my difficulties andi was allowed to present it just to the tutor without anyonevelse present. It was much easier! They should be able to do the same for you.

Cacoethes · 01-02-2018, 10:08 PM

I'll ask about that
Thanks Sarah