Hey Mark, hope you're feeling a little better today. I'm all over the place at the minute, I feel so lost and confused in my own mind. I hope others are doing OK.
Hi all,
I can relate to the way you described it, Diesel, feel pretty much the same, very confused & my mood swings are bad today. Hope things will get better for you soon.
Mark, an awful day in general mh wise or because you're worried about the political future?
Selicera , both really . My Significant other likes outside the EU and we are planning on getting her to live here , Plus Anxiety is going so bad I'm tearful.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
"Screwed" is how I feel. I'm sick of living in this same cycle over and over. I'm trying to find a way out, I have been for months but I'm completely stuck. I'm also pining for my ex-girlfriend that I broke up with for unknown reasons (such a borderline cliché). I hope you are doing better.
I've just been given a diagnosis of BPD. Over the last sort of week or so I've been trying to process this and it's not going well. I don't understand it much, I'm just a bit confused about what to think really.
Hey guys, dropping in for another super infrequent update! I'm doing well. Our 1 year wedding anniversary is the end of this month. And I'm starting a college access course in September.
A few years ago I could never have dreamt of all the things in my life right now. Things can and do get better, so to any of you who are struggling, please hang in there <3
I've just been given a diagnosis of BPD. Over the last sort of week or so I've been trying to process this and it's not going well. I don't understand it much, I'm just a bit confused about what to think really.
Hey Marshmallow, I totally understand, I felt identical when I first received my BPD diagnosis, and actually now, I just choose to ignore the diagnosis, as I hate it, and both my CPN and Counsellor both said everybody has BPD, so that kinda made me feel kinda normal and to ignore the label, I've found ignoring it to be the easiest way to deal with it, no real processing required, just a desire to show no recognition to the label, it doesn't change you, make you any different or suggest your a bad person, as these were some of my first thoughts, it's actually part of you, and what makes you, you
Well I'm not doing so good right now, I'm feeling isolated, but then when I see people I just get angry and want to be alone again, I'm so confused about my feelings, I don't know if it has anything to do with the BPD or not, and t's not like I can get any treatment to help, as there is nothing where I live, not even CBT.
It could be my ADHD or my Higher Functioning Autism, but I've been ok for a while, I've been really well and not even thought about self harm, but today I can't get those thoughts out of my head, along with my feelings of anger.
I don't know if there is anyone else that feel as if they've been trapped in an unbreakable bubble with their own thoughts and feelings, but that's how I'm feeling right now, nobody can get to me from outside the bubble, and I can't get out from inside the bubble
