Day just started and I'm done already. My schedule has been all messed up for 2 days now. With so much going on I need appointments and things to go as planned. And my son had so much anxiety yesterday he was making himself sick. With hubby's schedule at work I feel like a single parent when it comes to all the health stuff. It's so exhausting. :(
Sometimes when I say "I'm okay," I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say "I know you're not."
*Hugs Kathryn* Nothing that I haven't already Said , The Woman I Utterly Love with all my Heart is on the wrong Continent , or I am , Or Both :( Too many feelings.
How are you all?
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Hi all.
Am down. Exams looming, res school looming, very poor result in a subject, been ill, all of which on top of everything else is tripping me off the deep end and whispers are louder. Didn't sleep at all the other night. Burying myself in books to avoid my reality. Whispers are encouraging me to hurt myself.
Don't know what to do.
*hugs for anyone who wants One*
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
I hope you can be on the same continent with your love Mark. I can only imagine how hard that is.
I'm feeling on edge. Hubby asked how I was doing. I told him stressed and worn out. Pretty much got no response. Typical. :/ I feel like I'm drowning and instead of treading to breathe every once and awhile it just feels easier to drown instead.
Sometimes when I say "I'm okay," I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight, and say "I know you're not."
Still a bit flu-ey. Just finished my antibiotics.
Residential school is a week of practical learning for External students. It's a full week, study wise, and I'll be away from home the whole time. Which is good and bad.
Just feeling not ready, especially with all the crap going on right now.
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
Yup, interstate. Which in Australia, is generally hours away.
* hugs for Ashley and Mark and Kathryn* - these were supposed to be handed out in the previous post. I'm having trouble with viewing and responding to whole things right now.
Kathryn, I've had similar responses from the man. It left me feeling empty, angry and worthless. Have no advice on how to deal with it. But I feel for you.
Ashley, we keep fighting, in the hope that things will improve.
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
Alive and unharmed. Convinced myself to put off urges again. Headache. Exhausted, but that also seems par for the course.
Good luck with work Ashley.
* starts the kettle for tea and coffee*
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
