Hey!
just thought i would give you guys a few updates on how i'm getting along and to ask how everyone else is getting along.
i'm currently now being investigated as having fibromyalgia as i have been getting severe physical pain now for years but none of the doctors would do anything as i'm "too young to be in so much pain" so i practically had to ask to be referred for further investigation. my mum swears it's arthritis though, as it runs in our family. i'm not even 30 yet and it takes me ages to do anything and i can't walk anywhere far, that doesn't help with the mood disorder because i start getting the "I'm useless" feeling etc. iv'e been doing a lot of work on my panic attacks and how to handle them when i get them.
they've tried putting me on different pain meds but that didn't go well.. i took one then sat and waited to die, got myself in a state because i actually thought i was going to die and ended up pulling a muscle under my shoulder blade where i was in such a state, needless to say no more of that medication is going in my body.... lol
so for now i'm stuck on about 101 different meds a day plus codeine.
How is everyone else doing? sorry i haven't been on in a while, i've been trying to work on myself lol x
