Just wish things just shuts up, they mentioned that the speech and language has suggested talking mats months ago and they never bothered there back sides to do anything with the idea
Let's see I'm not the person to do anything with it maybe phone her
Oh yeah they did that on Wednesday safely to see she was in training all day
*Squishes Nicola* I's sorry you are have a rough tome hun . I care about you and I do know where you're coming from , it's really hard to maintain relationships with your professionals . *Extra Hug*
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*squishes to everyone* I had to pay my rent today and I'm so broke. Waiting on money for benefits and there's lots of important things I want/need to pay for and it's all rather scary. My friend made some lovely bean chilli and let me take some, so I got to have a proper meal for once, which was nice. But a lot of the time I'm just so sad its heavy. Just so tired of fighting myself all the time and I don't know how long I can keep doing it...
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way (Pink Floyd)
Hey everyone, I'm sorry for the long absence. I always think of you guys X
(for those who don't know me, I'm Lucy *waves*)
I apologise for not reading through the previous posts, I just can't really concentrate atm.
Serialangel - I'm with you. Broke; can't pay rent. I still have some money for food, fortunately. And I'll be getting money from my father around mid-February, but it most definitely won't be enough for deposit AND a month's rent(to clarify-I'm most surely getting kicked out soon, so I'll need to find some other place to stay but..).
Living on Benefits can be tough , I have no money either until tomorrow , thankfully I have food , although right now I'd like some bean chilli :O <----
How are you all today?
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*hugs Mark* i feel you with the bean chili!! How are you otherwise? X
I'm weird tbh. Slightly manic. I wrote 4 poems since yesterday. Ended up seeing my gp, and he said I should see a psychiatrist as he's concerned because of my depression and thinks i need meds. I don't want meds.
Lucy , *Glomps* I feel you on not wanting meds , the idea is scary , scared me witless . I am however alive , which I swear I wouldn't be without them ( 1 or 2 anyway) . You could meet a Psych and ask for a talking therapy maybe? Like a counsellor....
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*glomps mark* I don't know...I've never tried meds, what scares me is all the side effects. If I remember correctly one of them could be paradoxical depression-like symptoms. And weight gain. Not fond of any of these. I'll try to work it out with the psych, I'm actually curious as to what they have to say...Thanks for the advice :3
Yeah, that's true, which scares me even more :/ I guess I'll have to see what happens. I still can't shake this weird feeling today, and I can't quite describe it...do you ever have moods where you're just like "what is this???"