Hey Threaders,
I'm having a really hard time. You ever find a place where you feel awful, like you're rotting, but you don't want to SH but you feel compelled to SH and that you might have to do it?
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way (Pink Floyd)
i really need someone to talk to. right now im not in a safe place and i need a distraction. the last person i was sort of depending on just blocked me out, told me off, and told me to kill myslef. im not great with dealing with this. up untill now ive been able to push this shadow to the side but its grown and im alone(used to being alone but its never been this hard) and i really could use a friend. im not that normal, im need, clingy, and over emotional and have slight anger issues. (getting to frustrated with my keyboard missing key presses . ) i completly understand if i go unnoticed here and if no one reply to me, but please. i can be reached at
*989 *928 *9862
at anytime.
Thank you
-Mason
Don't ever say your not beautiful!
Don't get mad!! Get Glad!!
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Hey Mason , I'm really sorry you're struggling ,Mate . *Glomps* I'm afraid I can't afford and don't really know how to phone a different country. Could you try going on the RYL fun and distractions forum ? Or messaging a supporter on here maybe? *Hugs*
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Hi Mason, sorry you're feeling so awful and that I can't reach you for a phone call. Do you have games you can play on your phone or anything? Try to take it one minute at a time. Try and go outside. There's also the chat section on RYL, I don't know if you could try that?
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way (Pink Floyd)
i know about it and tried.. helped some but not much.. i just some sort of daily interaction with a friend(and i have no friends) hopefully i can sleep. its been a while since ive had to deal with this... i usually bottle it up.
Don't ever say your not beautiful!
Don't get mad!! Get Glad!!
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Hey everyone.... sorry to hear ur having those thoughts and feeling bad mason. I'm ok... tired a lot these days and somehow feel.sad. who knew group thearpy could Bo so draining. Hope everyone is ok.
The BRAVEST thing
I ever did was CONTINUING MY LIFE when I wanted to die.
Hey, I'm safe enough I went to see the social worker and the crises team I sat there in silence on the floor avoiding eye contact
Sw was like I'm thinking that Nicola is annoyed at me for doing what I did but it was for the best because she would have killed someone
Looked at the newspaper and I seen a article on about the junction at laurancekirk and a bus blocking the fast lane
Should she report him saying that he is unsafe driving a bus before he did that and now I don't trust anyone and ran away for a couple of days
My pyscholigist was at my house on wed as well finishing off her family assessment on my parents and probably said that I was at white hill and my dad phoned my advocate on Thursday to see if she seen me
Its frustrating all I got told that my team are worried and that's why they involved the crises team because my relationship is broken down with them no wonder
love life
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way (Pink Floyd)
