I used to hear voices and have two personalities on my head, a few actually. I remember well their names, but for about year and so, they were gone. Medcation helped, i think. And therapy perhaps. But now, with stress I think, they're back. I get controlled by them, I don't think like myself for that period of time and lose control. I attacked my best friend verbally. I said random things paranoia controlled me and i acted as if she was **** and i was the victim, i just... it was so bad. I felt like I was trapped in a nightmare form whcih i couldn't wake up. I told my psychiatrist that i was having anger outbursts random and she said it was normal and left it. Now they're worse and i know it's megan (the other person) who is in control. If i tell my psychologist, can she call my psychiatrsit? I don't want her to. I don't need more medication, what i need is an answer. How do i control this?? How do i prevent it? My only choice right now it's either let the anger control me or let it do what it wants me to do, to relapse in self harm. Please, can someone help? I don't want to be worse, but i'm afraid i am.
