Happy birthday, they're always an up and down ride.
I'm back in therapy again, don't really know how I feel but I've spent the day making candles, I'll dedicate one for the birthday Mark, it shall be named the Doikers candle... :P
- Emily
INTROVERTS UNITE! Occasionally, in small groups, for very limited periods of time...
I'm going to step bk from this website as I seem to b making things worse ill still b hovering just not writing on threads apart from my rants it wasn't my intention to upset ppl
I have been at the end of other people's opinions which quite frankly lower themselves to the level they had been accusing me of before so try not to take things to heart too much. Easier said than done I know. I once wrote about some infraction points I had received and got more for talking about them!!!!!!
My advice is to write about your difficulties that are not ryl related for a while. Also perhaps you could PM the people you are having troubles with and try and explain yourself to them.
*hugs for everyone* The thread is moving slowly at the moment isn't it?!
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Hello friends! Still riding the moody roller coaster I'm sure many understand and can relate to. I hate the paranoid/scared feeling. I can't seem to talk my way out of it today. I go back to my psych in less than a week. Hope she can help. Therapy was tough this week and I don't really understand what happened during the session. Then my husband talked to the therapist yesterday evening which made me really worried. I thought I was going to be part of it, at least part of the time. But I was completely excluded. So that really sent me for a tail spin last night. Suicidal thoughts have gotten worse too. I told the therapist hoping she could give me something to do about it other than going to the hospital. All she said is that if it gets to the point that I'm afraid I'll do something, she has to admit me. Not helpful. I don't think I need that. I just don't like having those kind of thoughts pop in my head. So yeah. Anyway. Hope you all are having a good day and week.
You get out what you put in here and I personally haven't noticed anyone shunning you. The thread is slow moving atm, it happens, its not personal to anyone
GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
I'm just feeling mega sensitive said hi the other day and no one said hello
I mean I haven't bene on here a while but I thought I'd at least get hi feels like I maybe don't belong in here either ?
Chrissy , I've been saying hey for days and have had scant replys if any , People here are all struggling too , don't take it personally . This thread ebbs and flows . You have more support on here and IRL than a lot of us , try and focus on what is good rather than what isn't. You didn't say Hi to me today despite my post ..
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Hi Mark =)
And hi to everybody else, am sorry for not knowing names.
I find it difficult to keep up with this thread mainly because I'm not really active on here anymore but I just wanted to be selfish and post. ..
I am scared that my CPN hates me and is avoiding g me and at the same time I'm terrified that something has happened to her. And my therapist thinks I have traits of OCD. What? I have seen what it is and it is not me and I feel guilty even thinking that I could claim something that isn't mine. ..
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Hi friends! Having an up day so trying to take advantage of it :) Never know how long it will last. Just wanted to pop in and say hey.
Thanks for the glomps, Mark! Back at ya!! Hope you're having a good day :)
Run with scissors- I apologize if I missed you. Hello and welcome :) You're welcome to PM me anytime and I'll return a message next time I'm on. I'm on almost daily and am in Chat regularly if you want to talk.
You posted before I saw it while I was still typing. Just wanted to say hi. I see you're in the US. Me too! Midwest. Sorry you're having a tough time! *hugs*
