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Buying time in the 12-1 chat gap and got rambly.
Here are a list of the words I hate.
Potential
Because it always implies that something is possible but that I lack the necessary conditions, in our current reality, to achieve what should be within the realm of possibility. I'm just not good enough, but I have potential!
Necessary
Because it is necessary to add two s's but I consistently feel it is necessary to add two c's as well.
Honestly
Because, honestly now, I think I use it to flippantly.
Death
Is the elephant in the room, that thing I am thinking about at least 50 percent of the time. That ugly bookend that doesn't quite match it's beautiful counterpart.
Judgement
Because no judgement can be anything but negative, even the good ones. I support united because I judge Giggsy to be the greatest footballer of my era therefore all other players and teams are beneath him and united, which may be over-thinking it but what if I am talking to someone really insecure and they think I don't value there judgement because my opinion is different or better what then?
Over-thinking
Because I do.
I
Because I use the word far too much and it freaks me out that I might be narce, narses, naaarsis
Narcissistically
Because I need to use spell checker to spell it correctly dammit.
Because
Because things always happen for a reason and it can get me into a loop in my brain which I struggle to break free of because I used to suffer with obsessive thoughts because I was worried I would get something wrong because I was suffering obsessive thoughts because I was worried I would get something wrong because I was suffering obsessive thoughts because because because because beCAAuuussseeee
Honestly, I am always over-thinking things because I worry that my judgement will be impaired by narcissistically thinking about whether or not I am reaching my potential or if I am just marching pointlessly to my death.
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