*hugs Liddy* glad you are occupying yourself with TV.
well that was an eventful evening, ended up having to ring NHS 111, they called an ambulance and then I saw a doctor at the walk in centre, I have a muscle spasm in my shoulder which is compressing a nerve and causing pain down my left arm. I feel weird now and spacey because I had to take a diazepam before going to the hospital as I was very anxious and freaking out, but luckily I was seen quickly.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Hello Lois, I hope you're feeling better, may I give you a hug?
Relapsed last night, but talked to my ex that I am living with about it and he helped me get own to a big problem: I don't like stability.
Every time it starts to happen I go nuts and every one to three months I have a meltdown where I could possibly cry (but it has been other types of things since I moved in with him also) and sit there and try to dump my feelings onto him for support.
He is burnt out, he even said it himself, so he can't help me at all right now anymore except last night because he was so scared.
I feel bad because I was four months clean, but I know not to judge myself because I am still in recovery, and I also know that I can tell all my friends here because you nice folks will not judge me, and I thank you with all my heart for that.
Anyone else feeling down today?
I am kind of in a nurturing mood today, so please please please feel free to talk here to me, or if you want to keep it private or go into detail please message me.
I'll be trollin' here today.
"My name is not Bipolar, it's..."
'women and girls are more likely to be misdiagnosed, with 42% of females diagnosed with a mental disorder instead of autism.'
Hi Rabbit, I am sorry you relapsed, but well done on 4 months, you can do that and more again. *hugs*
I am struggling today, even though I have only been awake a few hours. Feel drained, but I think that is because of the eventful night last night, which was weird too, because I know it happened, but it is like it happened to someone else and I was watching it all happen, it was weird.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*blushes* Thanks guys..
Oliver I'm so sorry to hear you had pain but you will get your strenght back by tomorrow, and with being with us that means you don't have to think of the pain as much!
"My name is not Bipolar, it's..."
'women and girls are more likely to be misdiagnosed, with 42% of females diagnosed with a mental disorder instead of autism.'
thanks Rabbit.
I am tired, I might get back into bed and curl up and watch some Outnumbered, sitting upright is causing more pain and stiffness, even with a heat pad on.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
hi Rabbit, please please please do i am a big fan of hugs! congrats on your 4 months. it's very lovely to hear that you wont be judging yourself for a slip up.
Hi guys I've been struggling a lot and ended up starting to take an od but phoned a friend half way through n she brought me to ane n they gave me activated charcole so not impressed
hey yolo - you should be so so so proud of yourself for calling your friend. that was incredibly brave. charcoal is yucky to drink too, you did a brilliant job to comply with the a&e nurses. *cuddles you tightly* imagine cuddling this bunny
do you want to talk about how you're feeling, or what led up to the OD?
Well it's been a tough two weeks with friend dying dad issues friends abandoning me finishing with my support workers n my flash backs have been really intense and I've been having new ones about things that happened in my teenage years with my dad which has knocked me for six and I managed yesterday just n today I just fell apart
I cudnt really do the activated charcole but I tried after lots of resistance n moaning
