I have elipsey Hun so I know how you feel had app with nero today got told I will have it for life which is a pain but my meds seem to be working the fits have cut down to 2xweekly it's unsafe about where you have a fit luckily mine have been in my bedroom or the living room I not had a hot cup in my hand if you ever want to talk I'm here take care Hun x
I was scared I was going to have one today because I wwasn't feeling well earlier. I'm on my way back from London but feeling better so don't think I'll have a seizure. I really hope not! Last time I had a fit at kings cross I missed the last train home and had to walk an hour and a half from the next town where the train did stop.
Don't fancy doing that.
Just really gets me down sometimes and feels like it's never going to be controlled properly. Although I know I don't help matters with the drinking and stuff.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Is there anything you could do to keep track of the medication you have/haven't taken?
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I'm ok. My sleep pattern has changed again, slept until about 11 but still been shattered all day, was tired all yesterday too. Think it's probably anemia acting up again.
Stressed about money, assignment due next week which I haven't started because I can't concentrate for more than 30 seconds. Not on anything.
I have my meds in the boxes with the days on and I'm positive I took it yesterday morning and I'm not sure how I missed it. I've been pretty with my meds recently.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
My concentration is horrible. I did two bits of a question on my assignment and that's all my brain can take. It's been like this for a while now. At least before I'd get bursts of motivation and could work for hours but now I just can't. I've tried taking lots of breaks and doing a bit at a time but there's too much going on in my head and shouting and once my concentration threshold is reached then that's it for about 3 days. It's ridiculous.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I can relate with regards to concentration. I wish I had some tips as what could help but I really struggle to stay focused with everything else going on. I know some things that do help me are to get anything else done I need to for the day, and then to make sure I am in a quiet room, put my phone on silent, and either set a timer or a goal for myself. Afterwards I can take a break if I need to, or keep working. I also make sure I've eaten something and gone to the bathroom, so I don't even have those as distractions. I usually keep a drink with me too so I've no need to leave the room.
I know listening to music can help some people but I find it distracting when doing coursework. There's already enough in my head!
It's good that you did a bit of work though! That's a start.
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You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I think I'm really going to have to be strict with myself.
I have to have some background noise but something I don't really need to listen to, just can't work in the quiet.
I don't have anything to do tomorrow, so I'll try and set a time to do some more on it.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
a lot of people say listening to classical music helps with doing work and helps them to concentrate and be able to work better.
I hope you can get some work done tomorrow.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
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:( Sorry to hear that Beckie, how are you doing now? Haven't popped over to your rant thread, but we are here for you. Be gentle on yourself, especially regarding your homework. Being strict is all well and good but remember you do have limitations -we all do, as people- and working within them is important so you don't burn out, or make goals that are too hard to follow through on.
Thanks Aimee x
I have nothing to do this weekend so I'll try and get more done then.
It's actually been a pretty full on couple of weeks, I've been out of the house every day and doing stuff so I don't feel so bad about not doing much.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
You're doing really well by the sounds of it! Maybe dot point since tasks to do on the weekend so you know it's planned in for some time then, and today can all be about you :)
