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So now I know...
Just something I need to say but something I can't say to the only person I want to say it to:
So now I know for sure!
You'd think it would make me sick.
I actually feel quite relieved.
Now I know for sure.
I know the memories I have,
I didn't just make up.
I'm not deranged or disgusting or sick.
All that time not knowing
All those years worrying
All that pain wondering if it happened
Or was I just that crazy to make it up in my head.
So now I know for sure,
What happened way back when.
I don't feel so scared any more.
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