Triggering (SI) - Again

[Steel Maiden]

Its happened again.
I haven't told anyone because they'll use their powers against me.
I just wish I could have my inner thoughts to myself. I don't like everyone knowing what's inside my head.
The stress of knowing that its like Big Brother out there.
And confusing sleep with reality and reality with sleep. Well, there's no difference between dreaming and awakeness.
My medication no longer helps me sleep and I hate the stuff.
The noise in my head.
And the fact that I am being watched. Every move.
I stuck ..... (edited) ... into my hand. I got rather deep and my hand did go partially numb. I yanked them out, but nothing really happened. I just had to let them do it to me.
Everything was going so well, and I try to convince everyone everything's ok.

I'm all alone in my head, but I'm not alone.

[d.rocky]

hey,

sorry to hear your having a realbad time right now. if your medication isnt working then maybe you should tell someone.
i know you said they'll use there powers against you but whose going to use there powers against you?
please be careful with the sowing needles.
not sure what else to say im afraid. really hope your ok.
pm me if you wanna talk. take care

.rob.

[Steel Maiden]

I haven't got an appt till the 20th Nov. I'm going to turn to obsessive studying to block everything out.

[Steel Maiden]

Moderators, sorry for that mention.