Blacking in and out in a strange flat in East London
Somebody I don't really know just gave me something
To Help settle me down and to stop me from always thinking about you
And you know you're life is heading in a questionable direction
When you're up for days with strangers and you can't remember anything
Except the way you sounded when you told me you didn't know what I should do
...
And so I wake up in the morning just like every other day
And just like every boring blues song I get swallowed by the pain
So I fumble for your figure in the darkness just to make it go away
But you're not lying there any longer and I know that that's my fault
So I've been pounding on the floor and I've been crawling up the walls
And I've been dipping in my darkness for serotonin boosters, cider and some kind of smelling salts
M.A.E 12/06/1994 - 29/07/2011
I miss you more than anything else in this world. </3
Time takes its toll on us
This changes everything
I’d be a liar if I denied you at all
Oh, now that I know
This changes everything
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So take all you want from me, (I'm on my way)
heyyyy
And take all I've got from me, (I'm on my way)
heyyyy
You're with me all the time, the drugs can have my mind, love.
You own the rest, you'll find,
and you're with me all the time
We'll fall right down;
We'll get back up again,
thats how we'd be;
you and me.
I would not crowd,
I would not smother you,
I'd let you breathe, over me.
(hey, hey, hey, hey)
We're on a sinking ship, we're escapin it
We're on a sinking ship, we're escapin it
We're on a sinking ship, we're escapin it
You're with me all the time
You're with me all the time
with me all the time
You're with me all the time
No matter where I go or whore my mind, I'll always stumble home and pray i'll find
you with your flame-throw eyes and jilted smile so you can soothe my wounds and drain my bile.
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Leave as fast as you came,
without a sound,
nothing to ruffle your ends.
I've been wandering around,
making up movies in my head.
So we say don't let it go
Let me try and pull out pride
I already forget how I used to feel about you
Leave as fast as you came, no invitation, nowhere to go from here
I've been wandering around, wondering how I got so
Got so...
So ****in' boring all the sudden. So ****in' scared...I'm not scared.
You'd mean so much more to me if
You'd mean, so much more to me if...
If I remembered.
If I remembered...
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Everyone is a ****ing pro
And they all got answers from trouble they've known
And they all got to say what you should and shouldn't do
Though they don't have a clue
If I had been born two hundred years ago
I would have been a sailor and sailing I would go
I'd sail across the capes and around the seven seas and then back home
If I had been born two hundred years ago
And I would know the waters and the waters would know me
And I would cut across the waves and be as happy as can be
I'd be landless, I'd be loveless, I'd be flight and fancy free
And I would know the waters and the waters would know me
When I think about the time and place where I was born
I wonder if the hands of fate had slipped and placed me wrong
Because there a ships I could have sailed and sailor's boots I could have worn
When I think about the time and place where I was born
The ocean is still out there magnificent and wide
She's got open arms to hold me and endless space to hide
And the only things that hold me back are the things I hold inside
The ocean is still out there magnificent and wide
And Sailing I should go
M.A.E 12/06/1994 - 29/07/2011
I miss you more than anything else in this world. </3
"if you ever get close to a human
and human behavior
you better be ready get confused".
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
I'm surrounded by liars listening to me like they understand
So why when I turn around are you laughing at me and everything I am?
Everybody's hurting inside but everyone's too busy to see
And all she's worried about is bringing me down in her mind
Not concerned with me
This world's wide open
But I know that nobody's there
My heart is broken
But you know what?
Nobody cares
"I Desire The Things Which Will Destroy Me In The End"
-Sylvia Plath
For you to be here now trillions of drifting atoms had somehow to assemble in an intricate and intriguingly obliging manner to create you. It's an arrangement so specialized and particular that it has never been tried before and will only exist this once. That is of course the miracle of life.
-Bill Bryson
Don't ever frown because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.
I'm not always like this It's something I've become A terrible weakness In my nature, in my blood Save me, oh save me Save me from myself Before I hurt somebody else again Domino motion Jump starts when we touch A blackout approaching Here it comes now, wish me luck It's all over, it's all over, it's all over in a flash I can't remember what have I done now Go, go, faster wider More, more get it down, yeah Dance, dance Take me over glittering clouds
Go, go faster wider More more get it down, yeah Dance, dance Take me over glittering clouds
Oh, my head hurts It's all over the papers And the TV, wagging tongues The artist's impression looks
Just like me, only better
Don't blame me, don't maim me I can't help what I am Oh, Lord knows I've tried to Go, go, faster wider More, more get it down, yeah Dance, dance Take me over glittering clouds Go, go faster wider
More more get it down, yeah Dance, dance Take me over glittering clouds
Go, go, faster wider More, more get it down yeah Dance, dance Take me over glittering clouds Go, go faster wider
More more get it down yeah Dance, dance Take me over glittering clouds
Glittering clouds Glittering clouds
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
"If I'm young and stupid, at least I'm doing it while I'm young and stupid and not wwhile it's out of style. If I'm going nowhere, at least I'm going when there's isnt nowhere that I should have been"
I want to believe that the way I am is just the way it goes. For the things that came, not the things I chose
to come. I want to know if I had any control. I want to know if it’d comfort me. And if my heart just stops, pack my memories in it-
I want to know all the love I’ve got. And if my heart just stops, keep me alive for a minute- I want to know if a curtain drops
Ive lived a life thats **** , and did it my way. For what is a dressing gown chord for if not for fastening your dressing gown shut. Just buy a bottle of something and do it your way.
If your going to san francisco be sure to wear some sausage in your hair , all across the nation people suffer from constipation lalalllaaalalah then the chorus.
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Reason: Wear not were thicko
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
By being yourself, you put something wonderful into the world that was not there before
The clock at the table
Seems to enable me to see
the time I have spent alone
Selfish is easy,
It's also completely free
But it's nothing if no ones there to share
All the good times,
All the bad times
Let me know
If I dive too deep,
You'll pull me out
If I try to speak,
You'll hear me out
If I get too weak,
You'll hold me close
And tell me I'm fine
I want to believe that the way I am is just the way it goes. For the things that came, not the things I chose
to come. I want to know if I had any control. I want to know if it’d comfort me. And if my heart just stops, pack my memories in it-
I want to know all the love I’ve got. And if my heart just stops, keep me alive for a minute- I want to know if a curtain drops