Shoshana, do you need to get medical help? I've read the last couple if pages that I missed whilst sleeping, and I see that today (tomorrow? Time zones too confusing) is a really stressful day for you. No matter what the outcome, we will all be here x
Nickle, hope you're feeling okay - that's a whole lot of sleeping, sometimes it can help though, just to get away for a while :) you don't need to be scared in here, you're safe x
*walks over to Nat* can I stroke Archie? Hope you're okay in your corner... X
Gem, you okay? Hope you managed to talk things through earlier/last night (argh! I don't understand time zones!!)... X
“No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.”
― Shirley Jackson, The Haunting of Hill House
I'm not too great, struggling to keep safe, incapable of performing basic tasks (getting dressed is an overwhelming thought right now), generally hopeless & scared with the memories / thoughts / images of past experiences & future predictions. Hate my life & living, but too overwhelmed to do anything about it - either constructively or destructively.
*flops onto a beanbag & stares into space*
“No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.”
― Shirley Jackson, The Haunting of Hill House
Rainbow -ive got an appointment with my mental health worker at 3pm today and im really scared because she wants to talk about my brother and we talked about it last week and I was in tears and I ended up overdosing and I am already feeling low and that ontop isn't going to be good :( im just scared and feeling low .
Awww I hope you are okay if you ever need anyone to talk to im only a PM away :)
Could you tell your mental health worker what happened last time you spoke about your brother? And that it would be more helpful to you to be able to figure out safer ways of coping with difficult emotions before you work on these difficult topics?
“No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.”
― Shirley Jackson, The Haunting of Hill House
I have tried to say that to her but she never stops and if i tell her i don't want to talk about it she changes the subject and then she will start talking about it again i have tried to tell her how it makes me feel about talking about it and she still carries on and i know im going to break down if she mentions it today because im in tears writing here about it and because something happened yesterday with him and i don't know i just feel like i am not worth anything anymore thanks for replying to me
I hope you are okay Shoshana do you think its worth going to the hospital to get checked out ? Im here if you ever need to talk hunnie *hugs* if want them
idk, I hate drs, and hospitals, and all of that stuff, so I probably won't go... I don't think I took enough to really hurt me, I only took about half of what I was going to... :/
Thank you for the hug offer, Nickel :) I'll take you up on that. *hugs you back* No one will come here, you're safe.
*hugs to all*
Gem- Maybe you can explain it to her how talking about him is overwhelming you, and that you can't deal with it right now, so you'd like to focus on some other topic for some time? I'm so sorry you're going through a hard time. Want a teddy to snuggle with..? The Safe Room has loads of those.
Rochel- Sorry that you're not feeling well :( I hope you had a small bite to eat. And I never understood the law either :/
