Hope you managed to go to a&e.
Like Grace, am thinking of you. Take care. xx
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awww hugs :) i woud get yourself down to hospital x
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Hey love,
Do you thi if things are that bad you could ring the crisis team and see if speaking would help?
But if you feel that unsafe the get yourself to A&E, it does sound things re really oprough for you but if you an wait maybe make an appt to see your GP ASAP and then you can get checked to see if you have norovirus(hopefully you won't). Hope you feel better soon Hun x
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Thank you for your support, it's been a really tough week. My psych arranged a prescription of a strong tranquiliser to take once I could keep it down. He said he would have insisted I be admitted to the psych unit if I hadn't gotten the norovirus; as it was he couldn't risk me infecting the entire unit with it. I am doing a little better, not in danger of doing anything dangerous right now. I did harm myself, I am quite disappointed in myself but it is manageable. I am sleeping a lot, it is preferable to being awake. I am supposed to see my psych on Tuesday, which is unlikely as we are snowed in. I will phone though, and he'll probably insist on coming out as soon as the roads are driveable. I would prefer to go to his office than have him come to my house, but at least I have a psych that is doing his best for me. I am trying to trust his judgement.
Last edited by Leni : 24-03-2013 at 06:04 PM.
And the illusion of love is the only promise of defence, and even that will crumble.
Thanks for the hugs. I think I am going to have to go in to hospital, probably won't get much say in it. My head is fried and I have been punching the wall.
And the illusion of love is the only promise of defence, and even that will crumble.
Thats good you are finally going to a+e to get things checked out. hugs to you
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Thanks. The psych is coming round tomorrow and I am pretty sure they are going to make me go inpatient. It might help me get a grip I suppose. Sorry I fucked up
And the illusion of love is the only promise of defence, and even that will crumble.
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