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Personal Piece- Contains upsetting material - Being Human
Because I already know that you'd say that it's different
Forgetting it and moving on, you're the worst at it
But I know, you'd say it's different
Different for you because
Somehow you're better
Somehow you're far away
Flying high above me
Just watching flames
Burn me from the inside out
As I struggle to be human for you
It burns me from the inside out
I choke back and it just hurts
And when did you transcend your ideals?
What was the turning point where you went from arguing to just
Wishing I would shut up, wishing I wouldn't even say a word
And I'll admit I don't like the way
You want to censor me all the time when you used to love the way
We used to argue and fight to show we were alive and in love
And I'll admit I don't understand
Yeah I'll admit I don't understand
Alright I don't get how it's different now for you
And I don't think I got colder
I only know that I got older
Just watching the flames
Just...
Just watching flames
Burn me from the inside out
As I struggle to be human for you
It burns me from the inside out
I choke back and it just hurts
My chest implodes and splintered bones
Puncture lungs that just don't work
As I struggle to breathe for you
I'm choking and it just hurts
My heart beats frantic inside the cage
The second-hand smoke collapses lungs
The liver cirrhosis, I think you know this
It's fine, I don't blame you anyway
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