So your Dad diagnosed you?
I thought you don't live with your Dad because of the things that happened in the past?
Ashlee, can you please explain everything, truthfully, so we can have a good idea and really help you? I think we all stand by our previous advice that you need to talk to an adult though.
I couldn't understand the docter, so that's what my dad said to me
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I think, if what you say is true, then your name doesn't matter, with the details you've given they'd be able to know who we are talking about.
If you are crying everyday at school and cutting yourself in lessons I wouldn't really sayyoi acted fine around others?
So, basically, what you're actually saying is you didn't have 3 eating disorders..... You made that bit up, and you lied in your other thread?
The only thing u have made up is the name, everything else is true
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, your story seems to keep changing which is making it difficult for us to support you.
But again, like you have been told countless times, you need to speak to an adult about this, not us. We can only give you some advice, an adult can help ypou get the support that you need.
I know of dozens of people who would be extremely grateful and appreciative for just one reply, you however, have had countless replies and this thread is now on page 38.
I have never known in my time on here anyone who has received this much support and advice and been so ungrateful for it.
Perhaps your age and immaturity is something to do with it, I don't know, but it's not very nice to see so many people trying to help you, and you throwing it back in their faces[figuratively speaking].
I understand that you are having a hard time, but if the whole point of this thread was to ask for some help and advice, why would you keep either ignoring peoples advice, or trying to find something wrong with peoples posts, or just being plain rude to people?
I think you're being really selfish and I guess when you're a teenager, you think the world revolves around you, but this is just not funny at all, it's sad.
You could have an amazing life, if you just listened to the people who are so desperately trying to help you.
I think in nearly every few posts, someone says you need to tell an adult, you still are ignoring that advice or just plain refusing to accept their advice and suggestions.
There have been so many good, helpful, wonderful suggestions and points in this thread, but you seem to crave the attention this thread brings, so you create more problems which keeps the thread going.
I'm not saying craving attention is a bad thing, attention can mean many many things. It can mean you're craving for someone to listen to you, to comfort you, to understand you, to be there for you, to care about you, to love you, not just "hello world look at me" kind of attention, it can mean many things.
I think maybe in real life, you don't get this kind of attention, and now that you're getting some attention, people who care about you, people who want to comfort you and be there for you and listen to you and understand you, you want to keep having that, so you keep the thread going, whether it's through lies or truth, you keep it going.
Nobody is going to be mad at you if it's because you want this kind of attention, it's understandable, especially if you're lacking this kind of attention in your life.
I think if you wanted help/advice, this thread would have been long gone many many pages ago, because there has been advice and help given and suggestions to help you help yourself, but you don't seem to want that help/advice, so I'm kind of wondering why you're keeping this thread going...
And all that I can think of is what I've already said.
What do you really want from this thread? You say help, but when we offer you help, you don't take it, so what is it you want Ashlee? Truthfully?
If you don't tell us the truth, we can't do anything.
'Attention seeking' is usually used in a negative sense, but there are reasons people seek attention and actually, every single person seeks some form of attention each and every single day. However, it can also become a very negative thing and it's important to create a balance.
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
I know of dozens of people who would be extremely grateful and appreciative for just one reply, you however, have had countless replies and this thread is now on page 38.
I have never known in my time on here anyone who has received this much support and advice and been so ungrateful for it.
Perhaps your age and immaturity is something to do with it, I don't know, but it's not very nice to see so many people trying to help you, and you throwing it back in their faces[figuratively speaking].
I understand that you are having a hard time, but if the whole point of this thread was to ask for some help and advice, why would you keep either ignoring peoples advice, or trying to find something wrong with peoples posts, or just being plain rude to people?
I think you're being really selfish and I guess when you're a teenager, you think the world revolves around you, but this is just not funny at all, it's sad.
You could have an amazing life, if you just listened to the people who are so desperately trying to help you.
I think in nearly every few posts, someone says you need to tell an adult, you still are ignoring that advice or just plain refusing to accept their advice and suggestions.
There have been so many good, helpful, wonderful suggestions and points in this thread, but you seem to crave the attention this thread brings, so you create more problems which keeps the thread going.
I'm not saying craving attention is a bad thing, attention can mean many many things. It can mean you're craving for someone to listen to you, to comfort you, to understand you, to be there for you, to care about you, to love you, not just "hello world look at me" kind of attention, it can mean many things.
I think maybe in real life, you don't get this kind of attention, and now that you're getting some attention, people who care about you, people who want to comfort you and be there for you and listen to you and understand you, you want to keep having that, so you keep the thread going, whether it's through lies or truth, you keep it going.
Nobody is going to be mad at you if it's because you want this kind of attention, it's understandable, especially if you're lacking this kind of attention in your life.
I think if you wanted help/advice, this thread would have been long gone many many pages ago, because there has been advice and help given and suggestions to help you help yourself, but you don't seem to want that help/advice, so I'm kind of wondering why you're keeping this thread going...
And all that I can think of is what I've already said.
What do you really want from this thread? You say help, but when we offer you help, you don't take it, so what is it you want Ashlee? Truthfully?
If you don't tell us the truth, we can't do anything.
This times infinity. I used to lie on the internet for attention when I was Ashlee's age, and I wish someone had been as gentle with me as you were with her. Well done, AloneandScared.
Then again, she may not be lying. It would appear to me that she has significant trouble with remembering and understanding things, and wording them well.
How would a 15-year-old of her... state of mind, shall we say, even know what pica is unless her father told her?
And also, Ashlee, please add me on MSN. I've been through all these boy problems where THE BOY of my dreams didn't want to speak to me. Actually that happened with a lot of different guys. We could talk, girl to girl, and I could tell you how to go about looking for a boy who actually cares.
Perhaps your age and immaturity is something to do with it, I don't know,
Please don't form your opinions of 15 year olds around this girl. I am also 15 - I have been posting regularly here since 13 - and I never acted like this/changed stories/ignored support like this... I do agree with the rest of your post though.
Quote:
Originally Posted by EmmaChristine
How would a 15-year-old of her... state of mind, shall we say, even know what pica is unless her father told her?
She could very easily google it and self-diganose, which is what I believe to be the case here. I will admit to doing it when I was stuggling when I was younger, although I have true diagnoses now.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Please don't form your opinions of 15 year olds around this girl. I am also 15 - I have been posting regularly here since 13 - and I never acted like this/changed stories/ignored support like this...
well ur situation and memory and life is compleatly different
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
thats not what they atually said but thats what my dad said
i could never undrestand what was said
Ashlee, you said that you couldn't understand anything the GP said. How do you know if what your Father said is correct then?
And also, you said that you only live your Mother because of some serious issues when you were a child...
I'm really sorry, but I'm starting to find all this really hard to believe. I know it is a hard thing to accept, and I can totally relate because I have been through the same when I was younger: but do you think you are doing this for attention? If you are, it would be the most mature thing to admit it at least here. Then we can help you with that. We wont judge you or be angry, but we will be angry if you continue not telling us the full story and changing information...
How I interpreted what Sarah said was the her age might explain her immaturity not she is immature because of her age. Maturity does vary from one person to another, if someone is being quite immature and they are young their lack of experience and thus their age might be behind that but that is not to say that all people of the said age are immature.
How about a different tact.
Ashlee, there is this person I know. She is going through a really tough time at the moment. She is pinning all her hope of this young boy to pull her out of it but this lad isn't really that interested in her, plus he is young and probably not the best suited to helping this girl properly. I think really she needs to talk to a grown up but I'm not sure what to say to her to make her feel comfortable talking to them. Is there anything you can suggest to help her?
im thinking bout an answer
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
How I interpreted what Sarah said was the her age might explain her immaturity not she is immature because of her age. Maturity does vary from one person to another, if someone is being quite immature and they are young their lack of experience and thus their age might be behind that but that is not to say that all people of the said age are immature.
How about a different tact.
Ashlee, there is this person I know. She is going through a really tough time at the moment. She is pinning all her hope of this young boy to pull her out of it but this lad isn't really that interested in her, plus he is young and probably not the best suited to helping this girl properly. I think really she needs to talk to a grown up but I'm not sure what to say to her to make her feel comfortable talking to them. Is there anything you can suggest to help her?
she needs to make a list of things she likes, hates, loves abou him and reasons why she loves him
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, you said that you couldn't understand anything the GP said. How do you know if what your Father said is correct then?
And also, you said that you only live your Mother because of some serious issues when you were a child...
well we all no im not the clearist preson to understand, i live with my mum because my dad kiked me out cos i cut
nit because of him trying to kill me, i live with my both till i was 3, then they split and i was going back an forth till i was 9, than i lived with my dad till he found out, now i live with my mum
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
