For the record, I asked:
. Do you have any friends you could go out and do things with?
. Is there a school counsellor or nurse you could see for advice?
. If you don't want to join a club, is there ANYTHING you enjoy doing that you could use to take your mind off him? Games, art, dance, creative things, going out?
All you need to say is yes or no.
Please answer so we can help you.
Well done for talking to Sean though, did it help?
Ok. i've read through this whole thing.....when i was in high school my best friend was just like you. Self Harmer (she didn't know about my SH thouugh) obsessed with guys, wanthing a baby. The sad thing is, and the thing that we, the ones trying to help you have to realize is that nobody can help you until you want help yourself. And just because you post on a support group, doesn't mean your ready for help. Thankfully my best friend never got preganant, and now she's living in NY with her sister who had a baby over the summer, so she's getting her mommy practice in and i hope that derails her from wanting a baby anytime soon. if you listen to nothing else in this whole thread, I have a bit of advice I think might really help you.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Well done for talking to Sean, now what are you going to do?
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Originally Posted by Shine.
Well done for speaking to Sean. How are things going to move forward now, do you think?
i dont know what im gunna do
i called my ex a ****ing lier so he called me a slag - nice convosation that was
he clearly doesnt know the meaing of the word cos i do not go sleeping around like he does with all his sex friends
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Then get a cat, or another pet that will be happy to see you that you have to take care of. Something to take you out of the young and tragic soap opera you have yourself starring in. No judgement by the way, I did the same thing when I was fifteen. Everything was tragic, and everything was the end of the world. I get that. But what you have to do to survive is look for something bigger than these high school guys (and by that I do NOT mean older guys) to live for.....something to put your passion into and that can be a pet.
i called my ex a ****ing lier so he called me a slag - nice convosation that was
he clearly doesnt know the meaing of the word cos i do not go sleeping around like he does with all his sex friends
Maybe instead of calling him a lier you should have just walked away, calling each other names never helps anything.
Then get a cat, or another pet that will be happy to see you that you have to take care of. Something to take you out of the young and tragic soap opera you have yourself starring in. No judgement by the way, I did the same thing when I was fifteen. Everything was tragic, and everything was the end of the world. I get that. But what you have to do to survive is look for something bigger than these high school guys (and by that I do NOT mean older guys) to live for.....something to put your passion into and that can be a pet.
i already have a cat, shes an idiot
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Maybe instead of calling him a lier you should have just walked away, calling each other names never helps anything.
yeahh i know but it felt good
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I Got Asked Today:
why do you cut yourself, are you sick, why do you want to die, why do you want to kill yourself, what do you use,
didnt answer the questions then so i think ill answer them now
its the only thing that works and it carms me down, id rather feel pain then feel nothing at all and i used to think that making me bleed would help wash the slates clean
no i am not sick, self harming is not a disease
I dont want to die, I want to live, the heardest thing in this world is to live in it
Last edited by random.swirls : 15-01-2013 at 11:14 PM.
Reason: Removed tools used to self harm
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
i cant be botherd making anothe thread so if u wanna please recomend me some songs
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
id rather feel pain then feel nothing at all and i used to think that making me bleed would help wash the slates clean
Pt. 1 - Pain - Three Days Grace
Pt. 2 - When she cries - Britt Nicole
You shouldn't take those song lyrics so seriously. What slates are you trying to wash clean?
I'm sorry but if song lyrics are what you need to solve your problems, and you're not going to listen to the advice others give you, please post onyour thread in reviews & recommendations.
Right, please help clear this up for me because I am confused..
Sean is the one you are obsessed about (my opinion) but nothing has actually happened, yes?
You ex is what in all this?
Please can I have a summary...
my ex is now dating my mate which i find discusting after what he did to me, i tried to help her, tried to make her realise that he is no good, now she has decided that we r no longer friends, which i find pretty pathetic, and now thay are both threatening me to tell the teachers and friends and family everything
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Pt. 1 - Pain - Three Days Grace
Pt. 2 - When she cries - Britt Nicole
You shouldn't take those song lyrics so seriously. What slates are you trying to wash clean?
all the **** i have corsed, just everything basicly
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
please post onyour thread in reviews & recommendations.
that thread is long gone
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
