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Old 11-12-2012, 01:02 PM   #1
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All alone.

Four of my friends have died... the rest that I have don't understand me.

I don't know what to do anymore, it's the holidays and all I do is sleep, when I'm not sleeping I'm shaking, I just don't want to live anymore, I struggle with the thoughts every day and I just can't take it.

I'm on Lovan, been on Zoloft and Prozac, none of them changed anything. Therapy, Psychology, Psychiatry, they didn't help either. I'm getting worse and worse and nothing helps, I've given up on self harm because that never helped in any way... all I want is to be dead

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Old 11-12-2012, 02:09 PM   #2
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I'm very sorry you're feeling this way, it sounds like you're struggling a lot right now.
I'm very sorry about your losses, it must be a very difficult time for you right now. Would you like to talk about what happened? It's ok if you don't, but we are here to listen if you do.
When was the last time you had any support? Do you receive regular support from anyone?
Sometimes it can take a long time to find medication that can help, I know that when I was taking medication I started to feel completely despondent because nothing seemed to help. I'm afraid it's a case of trial and error when it comes to medication. Please don't give up.
Please take care and know that we are here to help as much as we can




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Old 11-12-2012, 07:45 PM   #3
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i know that you've probably heard this over and over, and that it may not do much to ease the pain, but i'm very sorry for the losses of your friends. losing even one friends is terribly difficult to cope with.

perhaps it would help if you stayed busy... i know it can be a bit tough to do that over break sometimes, but it might help keep your mind from fixating on the things that are hurting you so much right now...




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Old 12-12-2012, 02:35 PM   #4
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I have to see my psychologist and medical supervisor on a weekly basis. My friends don't mean to hurt me... it just happens.

I am trying to stay busy and I've been on Lovan for 6 months now. My friends don't want me to go but it's too hard for me to stay, what I saw I flash back to... I've only ever told one person and that was today. The way I lost my friend is too much for me...

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Old 13-12-2012, 10:28 PM   #5
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Do you think there's anyone you can talk to about how you're feeling right now?



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