You are so full of shit sometimes its unreal. If this was the other way around you'd be uncomfortable too and don't pretend you wouldn't
We’ve got obsessions
I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week
We’ve got obsessions
You never tell me what it is that makes you strong and what it is that makes you weak.
I may be avoiding you but i just wish you could see this is because i care about you and i don't want to hurt you. You mean to much to me for me to do this to you.
*There is always light at the end of the tunnel, even though we may not be able to see it.*
It really ticked me off when you said that I "better not have an eating disorder." Y'know, you just don't say that sort of thing to people. I understand how bad it would feel to find out your completely screwed up daughter has yet another issue... but still, I think it was inappropriate.
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
I don't think I can do this anymore...but I've got no one to turn to.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
We’ve got obsessions
I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week
We’ve got obsessions
You never tell me what it is that makes you strong and what it is that makes you weak.
I shoud've listened to you in the first place. You are a shitty person. Usually realising it is enough... it means you can work on it. You'd think you'd try to change, feel a bit of remorse, realise the damage you're doing. But recognising it and just sitting back with a smug smile on your face? Yes, that makes you a shitty person.
And while you're at it, I hope you choke on your own arrogance. Some of the things you've said are so wide of the mark. It's one thing to say them about me, a relative stranger, and regarding a condition you clearly know fuck all about... but to say it about him? He has cancer, and your expert opinion (from your vast experience of suffering from cancer and undergoing treatment for it, obviously) is that he should try a bit harder to get on with life as normal?!
When I think about all I've learnt about you - your charismatic external persona and the darker internal thoughts you let slip - the only thing that springs to mind in the incongruence is YOU FUCKING PSYCHOPATH.
I can't make ALL the things go away, but I can make sure you've got a hell of a lot of fun things to look forward to, and that there's at least something fun each day. I hope I can help make your life worth living <3
I can't make ALL the things go away, but I can make sure you've got a hell of a lot of fun things to look forward to, and that there's at least something fun each day. I hope I can help make your life worth living <3
*assumes this is about me*
<3 you. You do make my life worth living.
Thank you for being such a good care co-ordinator. You always respond when I need you but you never blow things up. I thought I never got close to you because I was so close to your predecessor, and you're less involved and panic less than she did. But I like that and I like you. And I think I might even trust you.
I told you earlier that it upsets me because he interferes with our time together and yet, two hours later you're still texting away to him and I've given up fighting to get your attention.
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
A - holy shizz Batman, you need to calm the fuck down before you get hurt
B&C - I can't explain how much your friendship means to me. And I wish I could help you both see yourselves as I do - as these truly wonderful people
D - I know I deserve it but the pain is so intense that I really really wish you'd just beat the crap out of me instead...
I'm thinking increasingly and more frequently that the only option is my death. I don't know how much longer they can stay as thoughts. And the funny thing? I told my doctor and she didn't seem concerned at all, so y'know, whatevs.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
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