As in, am I physically colour blind? No, I'm not, but it comes from some work I did based around colour and perception and how, actually I'm hyper-aware of colour in my surroundings. (I'm a fine art photography graduate, and that's what my final piece was based around for uni)
*hugs Colour* wow that sounds really interesting! :D One of my best friends wants to study photography too :) [And I really like black & white photography..]
oliver- good luck with the new psych im sure it iwll be fine they're there to do a job afterall and help look after you. you could tell them your nervous bout meeting them ?
colour - sorry to hear youve been anxious and feeling bad, is there anything you could do to be kind to yourself like a treat or a pamper soemthing that shows your brain you do like yourself even if you dont feel it? eg a nice bath or something.
i tried to call my psych and shes away, i went to my doctors and they were *****, giving me my old prescription of antidepressents for my current anxiety attacks that have made me soooo anxious. im just barely holding it all together and im really bummed out my doctor was no help
A tyrant spell has bound me And I cannot, cannot go
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Emily Bronte
Thanks Sarah. I'm mainly worried about them not respecting me because I'm trans. I know they are a professional and should act like a professional, but I have had so many professionals (nurses, doctors, in Aand E, in psych wards, psychs etc) disrespect me and not treat me well because I'm trans, so I'm nervous how a new person will react.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
good luck with meeting your new psych today Oliver and for your meeting with the Uni later. Big day all round for you. hope you are feeling relatively ok?
Qualified Peer Support Worker (2017)
current mental health diagnoses: depression, PTSD, GAD, self harm, bpd
current meds (as at Feb 2017): , thyroxine, metformin, iron, b12, vit d, atenolol, Butec, Naproxen, Nefopam, Lanzoprazole, Bupropion, quetiapine (prn)
Sorry you're feeling like that kat, I know how that feels..
I'm anxious because school will start and everything will seem so 'real' again. Don't know if it makes any sense though..I'm having some chocolate to make myself feel a bit better..
Well, I thought you'd enjoy having your holiday, but I guess you're right because you seem to be a very active person; just sitting around all day would make you feel bad.
I'm pretty bored out of my mind too, I feel like I have nothing to do when in reality there are a lot of things I could..but I just feel like there's sth missing.:S
And you're not insane hun! *hugs*
