Today.. after a rubbish night with no sleep, I decided, screw it, I'm going to turn my phone off and leave it at home. I just can't be bothered today. If someone wants me.. tough.
It's so strange.
See the world as you see it, take it everything that is going on around you with no other distraction of something somewhere else.
I walked to work, feeling like total poop, put on that brave face that today was going to be a good day for a change. Standing in the doorway peering in, I saw happy familiar faces.
The day went so well! It was just so.. good! To just forget everything and everyone who you know personally and just take the day as it went with the people I was with.
I learnt I haven't got to be angry at the whole world. I gotta take it as it comes as I see and hear it. I wanted to cry before I started but to just effectively put that down and enjoy the day after so many weeks of missery and tears..
It was just fantastic.
It's days like this I want to live for
