Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[MunchBox]

The outcome is inevitable.

[Heaven Knows]

You find reasons to be miserable. It's all sorted but you're finding issues...you don't want this and neither does she. Why? Because it's fucking ridiculous.

[[Luna]]

I'm sorry I took it out on you when you're the one who is ALWAYS there for me. I wish I saw that earlier because I felt so alone today. I want my nan, I really need to feel her here with me but I don't. I feel alone.

[Ardea]

why will no one ever help me?

[Ardea]

Where the hell are you?!!?!? I'm so sick and tired of being used by peopple! it's not my job to be here every second when you need me! If i take two days to get back to you once ever hundred or so days of messages - cause i'm out of town because of a death - i'm not a bad person! I'm messaged all the time by "friends" who need help and advice. Where are you now? Where are you whenever i need help? i'm so alone. my boyfriend calls me dramatic when i need his support because everything is feeling like it's falling down around me. My family won't help me with my depression. Everyone acts like it doesn't matter. I feel so low. So, so low. I wish someone wanted to help me.

[[Luna]]

I'm really starting to struggle..

[high.hopes]

I don't feel alive... I am, obviously. It just doesn't seem so.

There's still some kind of emotion and feeling there, i just feel somewhat neglectful and disconnected with it.

I can identify what is the right things to do, i just don't seem to have the strength to do the motions.

I'm exhausted from mentally punishing myself day in day out. I'm not in a good place, but it's not just about me anymore.

The idea that i'm so incredably numb, fills me with fear that it will encourage actions that will cause large amounts of harm.

Something needs to be done about this...


(For some reason, something told me this didn't belong in my R/V?)

[Rhapsody]

I need you to just work it out and go, I can't be near you like this anymore. I need space.

[Losingit]

I cut again, after almost two months! I feel ashamed and angry at myself. Why doesn't anyone notice! It's like I have to scream in your face for you to even look at me! Is it because I'm so ugly or because I'm just not important? I just want a hug and someone to tell me it will be okay! Is that really too much to ask for?

[daleboca]

I never fucking wanted to comply to society...
I never wanted to give that blowjob.
and Still I did.
What the hell is wrong with me?
My jaw hurts.
This isn't funny.
It may seem like nothing but it's not fucking nothing, I broke my one rule..
It's not personal, I still love you.
I'm just sorry I didn't feel like I could say no to you. It's not your fault.
I just felt trapped, but it was all in my mind. All I had to do was say no.

[lozza]

I never fucking wanted to o/d on monday night but I wasnt in control and she was too loud. I needed to talk to you today B, I needed too. About monday night, about seeing the dietician this arvo... I needed to talk to you cuz its been too long and its getting harder and harder for me to pick up the phone each week.

I am sorry. I am so sorry.

and writing this here isnt helping and I know what I need to do but T and K will be so dissapointed in me. but I dont care.

I dont fucking care anymore.

[l.e.g.o]

i'm truly sorry
i need you but i know i shouldnt ask
im sorry i do

[MunchBox]

Shit shit shit, please let me have this.

[over and out]

I feel so alone, you didn't even bother to reply to my text. My side effects are horrible at the minute and I wanted to talk to you about them, get some sort of support, wanted to tell you I'd lied to the doctor when he asked if my family were giving me enough support. I said I had enough support, which I do with friends but not with family. My family don't care and you know that but you still didnt reply to my text, it's all I wanted last night.

[[Awakening]]

Why are you being so off with me?! What have I done? please stop ignoring me, I can't handle it! I need interaction.

[LeftOutsideAlone]

I can't cope. I need to escape. Life doesn't seem worth all the hassle.

[x.Beautiful.Distraction.x]

I know this girl. She's beautiful, amazing and intelligent and I'll love her forever.

[MunchBox]

No, of course you wouldn't let me have this.

[Rodolphus]

Don't make me irrationally R/V about you again. Please, please, please shut the fuck up with your constant noise and need for attention. You're eleven fucking years old, you're not a baby. Leave me alone. Please.

[[Luna]]

I need to talk to you but I'm too scared of rejection. Thank you for the text this afternoon, maybe you do care. I won't get my hopes up though.