trying to disappear? *potential ED trigger*

[bluedusteyes]

Has anyone ever been spurned on in their eating disorder by the "promise" of losing any definition whatsoever as a female? I'm with a wonderful Boy who thinks I'm beautiful and loves my curves, but I find myself desperately wishing I had no silhouette, no hallmarks of being a woman.

Am I the only one?

[lozstar88]

you're not the only one hun, despite being in a relationship with a boy who thinks Im beautiful, I want to get rid of my curves and "feminine figure" and risk losing him in order to make myself I suppose...unattractive to others...disappear and be safe

*hugs*

[Ballerina123]

Yes after a bad break up with a boy friend a while ago I lost ALL of the weight to make my self look un-womanly or ugly. I didn't want any boy to fancy me.

I am now in a very good relationship and I want to look ok and healthy because that is what makes both of us happy

[FightingButterfly]

This is definitely a part of my illness too x