The "get it off your chest" thread.

[ASkatersDream...]

I hate crazy eating days/weeks...

[HildaOgden]

You're a pig
TWO dinners - you disgust me

[Snow White.]

How can anybody stand to be with me.

[JanelMarie]

I've been up and down so much that I've ruined my heart. Now all I can eat is grains and they just make me fatter than ever. I feel disgusting and will never lose weight eating like this. A binge on healthy food is still unhealthy. Eating an entire bowl of popcorn yourself is not healthy. Cutting was my easy remedy to the hold food has on me. Cutting didn't make me fat! Now that I've stopped, I'm back were I started, just 20 pounds from where I was. This is total ****, I'm tired of it

[LovelyLotus]

Why do you do this? Why? Aren't you tired of not fitting into normal clothes? Aren't you tired of feeling like the whole world looks at you differently now? Aren't you tired of people looking at you and thinking horrible things?

Like, why can't she control herself? She'd be so much prettier if she lost that weight. Something must be wrong with her.

What is holding you back?! Why can't you just DO IT? Why are you being stubborn when people are begging with you to TRY HARDER? You're only hurting yourself!!!

WHY???!?!?!

[*Stars_above*]

Why did I just weigh myself, fatty fatty,

See what them days of binging did even if it was 2 weeks ago. No make up for it. Even if it is chritmas.

I want to go down stairs and eat everything :( I'm so fat

[Wonderful]

I am so damned angry at myself. I'm bigger than I've been in years. I just can't stop eating. Too much. Fat fat fat fat fat.

[The Ashtray Girl]

You need to stop eating completely, it wouldn't hurt you. You're already fat and ugly. But you couldn't, even if you wanted to. No matter how hard you try, you will always be fat.

[bandnerd]

Why do I never have any freaking willpower?? I tell myself I will not go get a damm cookie at lunch and then there I am. I will also be a fat ass that everyone hates. F*** my life and me. But why can I never do anything right? I try to not eat so much after school but its helps me calm down. I hate my life.

[doduo]

I thought I was better :'(

[crazykat]

I just want to go and buy more binge food, what a disgusting idiot I am

[Tig]

I saw pictures of myself from my Grandpa's birthday last night. I am absolutely horrified and disgusted with what I look like. Repulsed.

[Wonderland.]

Food is so evil.
I wish I could just eat a healthy amount.
People I see eating in town and they don't really have a care in the world about the cals etc they don't know how lucky they are.

[crazykat]

I hate this cycle I am in at the moment, I want to lose weight but it is so hard not to binge at the moment

[Absi]

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too fat for someone to have sex with me, **** off i dont want to eat now and i'm not going to

[Tig]

I am a fat, disgusting pig and this needs sorting. Revolting.

[Alati-Moelda]

Why does it have to be so hard for me to eat a freaking school lunch?! Or drink a bottle of pop or eat some chips! I'm a teenager for christ sakes, I should be eating all the junk I want! And mom's no help with her stupid looks and comments, nagging me to work out. URG!!

[Some Velvet Morning]

There was a time where things were somewhat stable, where I was reasonably happy with myself and I took it all for granted. Now I feel self-conscious in public, and can't look in the mirror without wanting to cry.I'm constantly comparing myself to other girls, and inevitably I feel like I always fall short. I don't feel like I'll ever regain control, that things will just continue to get worse.

[crazykat]

All I want to do is shove away all my emotions and stuff it down with food. In a hope that it will make me feel better

[Gone.]

This is so hard.
I'm scared that I might have a problem and I am losing control of it.