life sucks i recently found out that most of my friends were just pretending to be my friends till i trusted them and when i finaly did the told me they hated me and not to talk to them ever again. i just cant see my life ever getting better. ever. the world dosnt need me. it has over 7 billion other people in it. im just a waist of space and air and food.
i'm so sorry hon. :/ i've been there, not an easy or fun thing at all. i wish i had some sort of advice. you're better than them, way better than them.
the world may have loads of people in it, but it does need you. you're not a waste of anything, love. maybe your "friends" were jerks and didnt care, but who knows who you'll meet in a day, a week, a month? you're beautiful, and you've been given a purpose *even if you haven't found it* and a life you shouldn't waste.
you're loved, i promise.
i really wish i could offer more than this, but my head is foggy and im at a loss. i really hope you feel better, and im always here if you need anything.
x*lots of hugs*
laur
I know you know that we could do more but we just don't...
i mustve done something to make them do this to me. why is it always my fault? noone has ever loved me. nor will anyone ever love me. all i do is ruin things always. i cant ever do anything right. i have no purpouse. no reason to be here. so why try to pretend like there is?
It is. I have been exactly in the same position you are. I wanted to die, but something inside me told me to fight. I did for three years, and after that everything got better. So fight. Fight and make a better world for yourself.
"I'm in control of my darkness. At least, I hope I am."
You would not make it a better world for everyone else if you killed yourself. You know all you have to do to make your life worth while is tomorrow just do one nice thing for a stranger. Even if it's tiny their day will immediately become better, and you never know what that could potentially do for them. Also if you believe in the butterfly effect that one nice gesture could translate into you helping many many people.
I agree with sam. You have no way of knowing what the future holds,(And when one guesses especially when they are depressed they focus on negatives) and you would be extremely young to have figured out what your purpose is. you could positively change one persons life in a day-month-year from now or end up saving thousands in the future. dont give up on the world and dont believe you arent important you are. As for your "friends" what complete and utter abberations to the human concept of society they are, You stay strong rise above then and watch as they become the type of people who reach their peak too early and fall off into obsoleteness. Many people meet their lifelong best friends in university/colledge or when they start a career etc dont give up hope. you are awesome, it is not your fault they lack empathy, and you can and will do great things
Do your demons, do they ever let you go?
When you've tried do they hide deep inside
is it someone that you know You're just a picture
you're an image caught in time
We're a lie, you and I we're words without a rhyme
There's no sign of the morning coming
you've been left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark just a rainbow in the dark
~Dio
Friends can be the worst of enemies. I know how you're feeling, all through high school I was bullied. And my friends where the worst part, but I lived through it, although at times I didn't want to. Please try, for someone, because guaranteed there is someone out there that cares for you. Why don't you phone up a hotline, or do a 121 chat on childline? It might help to give you someone anonymous to talk to :) xxx
Oh Irish! I really wish that would never happens..some friends are just being a jerk! You don't need them and they don't understand what they are talking about it..
Maybe, you could make a new friends with the good ones at school. You are much worth it and very pretty girl!
Can you reach the hopeline or a childline if needed?
