Tig, I'll respond in message in a second.
I feel a lot better now that's been said, I started feeling like a fraud for being in this thread!
What colour's your hair Claire?
I still avoid calling people by their names in case I get them wrong.
I had a nice night last night, due to infection and the meany that lives here I hadn't slept properly since Sunday, but I got a decent night's sleep at a friends last night. So sleep is my positive!
morning (well afternoon) all, im about to start cleaning the smelly rat boys out in a bit but we seem to have the worlds worst binbags which is a pain they are so thin and half of them dont seem to have a closed end :/
we are off for a family meal later (its free because one of the local pubs is trying to buy locals love back)
oh Rosalina my hair is black but the fringe is a lilac colour atm (until i change it again). Glad you finally had some sleep!
Your hair sounds really cool ferret. Hope you enjoy the meal.
I'm glad you got some sleep Rosalina.
I'm trying to clean/tidy my flat at the moment. Going to a friend's with some people later for some cocktails and games. Not sure about the drinking around people at the moment but guess it could be fun.
I got invited to watch some films at my friend Helen's, we've only been out together once but it was the other week and we had a really fun time. But I've forgotten my glasses and I'm still peeing every 20 seconds from the infection!
I just got my Asda order: a lady from the internet that I've never met sent me so much food that I can't even fit it all in the fridge. I am so grateful right now. =]
That sounds horrid to go through sorry to hear that rosalina.
Well done on cleaning the rats Claire, if they smell anywhere near bad as my mice I feel sorry for you!
My possitive for today was manning a stall at refreshers fayre for my halls, I spent 3 hours being the confident me who can talk to people. It was hard work but I miss my confidence :(. Then I ruined it all by reacting all bpd ish when my girlfriend told me its gonna be hours til she's home and I've just got back from my halls after being away all week.
Sorry for the mini rant there. How is everyone else today?
Dyou wanna talk about your flat honey?
My abusive ex has moved out. Well, his stuff is still here for later collection, but he is sleeping in his new flat. I am safe. I can even put the chain on so his key can't bother me.=]
I just live with two people that are best friends, and i pretty much get ignored by them and its making it difficult for me to live with. I got more pissed off when my flatmate walked in the kitchen and said "the dishes have been there for three days", well they can royally piss off, i wash up after myself and im not wasting my time washing their dishes.
Glad you are feeling safe.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
no its a flatshare. People have said move out but its not that easy and i dont want to, i like the flat im in and my room and moving would just be stressful, not to mention i have a contract.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Hello.
I posted here a while back saying my Psychiatrist suspected I had BPD. Well, He's diagnosed me now. Im currently not getting treated for it, but thats probably because I'll be moving into adult services soon.
I wanted to talk to people who understand how Im feeling :)
Im currently having a lot of abandonment issues. Feeling like my 'friends' arent real friend and all that jazz. Can someone tell me how I could cope with this please?
I would really like to be a part of this community, if you'll have me :)
