This has pissed me off no end and if anyone else is feeling grumpy, please take a look. It will make you want to rip heads off of barbie dolls.
People talking about shite they dont understand. Grrr. Mainly the post about this thread that I responded to. I hope i didnt say the wrong thing. I just feel mad and really anxious now. grr.
Hugs xx
I really dont want to disrupt the flow of this thread, but Roli, the other thread was made to gauge peoples opinions on these threads, i think 99% of the people that have replied have said they find them beneficial. The discussion about this thread in particular has been the name of the thread rather than the content or whether or not it should stay.
Also, i think it is very VERY rude to suggest that members of this forum are talking about 'shite they dont understand'. Just because they havent posted that they feel unwell/suicidal or whatever, does not mean that they have never, or are not now experiencing those feelings.
I really dont want to disrupt the flow of this thread, but Roli, the other thread was made to gauge peoples opinions on these threads, i think 99% of the people that have replied have said they find them beneficial. The discussion about this thread in particular has been the name of the thread rather than the content or whether or not it should stay.
Also, i think it is very VERY rude to suggest that members of this forum are talking about 'shite they dont understand'. Just because they havent posted that they feel unwell/suicidal or whatever, does not mean that they have never, or are not now experiencing those feelings.
this is to squirrelpit... Id saay th samething as roli. and whats wrong with the name of this thread??? its like havng a thread "if you feel happy then post here..." yapost here when youre feelin what the name of the thread says. And it all reminds me of the damn thread in community forum... you guys (moderators) didnt help anyway with those who were upset by that thread and im sure there are a few who just as upset bout the one bout this thread. Roli and I are two of im sure others.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Hey guys- Just wanted to apologise for last night. Apparently it was a bad night without me realising it- I'm sorry I was aggressive and annoyed and bitchy. I just wanted to leave some apologies and some hugs.
xxx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Hey guys, just wanted to say that I've got a lot of support from this thread over the last few months :) Now I'm feeling better, I just like to say that everyone who's ever given any type of support here is amazing, and I'd like to return the favour. If you need to talk about something, big or small, day or night - my PM box is always open :) *many hugs for all those frequenting this thread* I know how hard it can be sometimes :(
erm i didnt want make a whole thread, but id didnt know where else to ask.
i kind of made a plan recently.
and yesterday I told someone about it and now it feels more real despite the fact that they got worried about me and my safety and fact i dont have the means. Is that normal? any tips on ignoring plaans?
cos having a plan i my head that exist is making me feel a bit more suicidal :(
@long road - who did you tell? Is it someone who is near to you right now, by face-to-face contact, or phone/text? If not, please tell someone who you can contact easily. I've been in your position, making a plan and such. It can seem scarily real when you've actually told someone, but it's the first step to getting out of the situation. Please don't do anything that you'll regret. If your plan is in the near future, try and stay safe/in the company of others on that day or time. And if you still feel unsafe - go to A&E. Please don't kill yourself :( You'll be missed too much xxx
was face to face by accident in dsa assessment yesterday, told dsa lady and managed convince her i was safe which i am mostly. i dont think i act on it and i dont have means. so should be ok. going to try tell doctor on thursday at appointment.
this is to squirrelpit... Id saay th samething as roli. and whats wrong with the name of this thread??? its like havng a thread "if you feel happy then post here..." yapost here when youre feelin what the name of the thread says. And it all reminds me of the damn thread in community forum... you guys (moderators) didnt help anyway with those who were upset by that thread and im sure there are a few who just as upset bout the one bout this thread. Roli and I are two of im sure others.
I really dont want to detract from the point of this thread, please feel free to skip by this response, i just wanted to answer the above.
If you are refering to the previous thread regarding littles and DID, it was never removed because absolutely none of the content within it broke the rules. It was essentially a thread discussing how the community at large could best deal with and support members that seemed to be expressing such problems.
In regards to the title of this thread, my personal worries about it are exactly as you have explained. You have said this thread is similar to a 'if youre happy post here..' type thread, and it worries me that members are seeing 'feeling suicidal' as a comprable (spelt wrong i think) emotion to feeling happy or pissed off or sad.
I worry that by people identifying daily with feeling like they are ready to end their lives, it lessens what feeling suicidal actually is until its no longer a big deal.
Please dont think i am trying to say that there arent people that feel like that, im sure there are, but in as much as it pains me that a site like this makes peoples self harm into a normal behaviour, i would hate more for it to do the same to something so extreme and wanting to be dead.
I really hope that if anyone reads this i havent offended them. Please dont anybody think i am attacking you or your feelings personally. I am looking at this as someone that was once very actively suicidal and now am not.
There's nothing really for me to hold on to, why cant i be fixed, I think I'm better off dead, but I'm rethinking the wait, i just wat it to end, I lost the love of my life and haven't felt anything since, my life continually gets worse and worse. I think my friend had it right, maybe without something to hold on to or to believe in so I rationalized suicide beyond a point that I cant think its not a good idea
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
